The reason why LAN qianzhen was like this was because she didn't have a father for as long as she could remember. Her mother said that her father had died.
However, some of the children around her would scold her.
In the beginning, when she was bullied, she only knew how to cry and didn't know how to explain or refute.
She would cry and go back to her mother, asking her if she was a wild child. Was it because she was disobedient that her father was gone?
At that time, every time she went home to cry, she would find that her mother's eyes were always red the next day. There was even one time when her mother had a fever.
After she realized the problem, she learned to be strong and no longer cried in front of her mother.
Later on, when someone scolded her, she would retort back.
She was strong and didn't shed a tear. Later, the children were bored of bullying her, so they stopped scolding her.
However, deep down, she also felt inferior.