Once the thought occurred to him, his mind started to wander. Memories of Yun Bixue came flooding back to him, and he tightened his grip on the steering wheel.
He lowered the car windows, and the car that crossed him sped past. This was a straight lane, and he had no way to turn around unless he violated traffic laws.
He poked his head out of the window and looked at the car and found it was unfamiliar. He shook his head wearily. It could be that he was hallucinating from exhaustion caused by recent events.
For now, there was no turning back. The only way forward for the Su family was to join the Meng family through marriage. It was his responsibility. As for emotions, even he was unable to discern his own right now.
Sometimes he would wonder how things would have played out if he had chosen Yun Bixue. However, his heart ached every time he started thinking about it. He kept telling himself that his choice was Meng Xinyan and that he loved her.