14 Remission

'More... More... Harder...'

Hyousuke plunges deep into my vagina from this piledriver position. My painfully neck bears all the force of my own weight and all of his downward force altogether. I feel his penis nudge against my cervix with every thrust, occasionally pressing deep in an attempt to enter my womb. The pleasure is wonderful... this is exactly what I've wanted, someone whom I love to make love to. My juices overflow and spurt out with each and every thrust. My vision blurs. It feels so good...

Hyousuke picks me up and flips me around for some standing doggy style. The angle of his thrusts assail my g spot sending shockwaves of pleasure across my body. My legs buckle and my arms are barely able to hold my weight. My honey runs down my legs in droves.

'Deeper... Ahhh... Uuuu... Ahhhh...'

Hyousuke holds me by my arms and he thrusts deep into my inner folds. My back arches and locks in place leading to the perfect penetrations against my g spot and my cervix. My body feels like it's about to burst. Just a bit more... I feel my orgasm welling up. My vagina constricts and relaxes as if it was milking his penis. Hyousuke's face grimaces in pleasure and his breathing grows short and ragged. We both want to climax but we also still desire each others' bodies much more.

I free my left hand and start furiously rubbing my clit and the base of his shaft simultaneously. This added layer of pleasure and stimulation drive me to the edge. My muscles spasm and I lose strength in all of my limbs. Ecstasy and relief follow as I squirt my discharge at the pinnacle of stimulation. My honey drips down my left hand and puddles underneath.

I take deep breaths to calm down. Hyousuke himself isn't fucking me so I have to resort to the next best thing, fantasizing and masturbating. My body is in heat and my loins are always moist. I had to relieve some sexual tension in the bathroom while he rests on the bed. I appreciate his strict code of conduct and his desire to defend me but I'm lacking the one thing that drives me... sex.

Hyousuke lies there silent and still. His breathing is rather shallow and hard to see. All of his injuries, everything that's happened to him, is all my fault. I was careless in my last life and I'm careless once again in this one. I figure there are two solutions to keeping the two of us safe. One where we stay here and live out our days in fear or...

*****

I head to the shower and welcome its heavenly mist. The three best sensations are washing, dreaming, and sex. The coarse mist barrels onto me and washes away all impurities. My hands wander around my body in my trance, pausing to fondle my breasts and rub against my clitoris and labia. The differing sensations of hot and cold with my verying pressures drive me wild. My body hungers for this pleasure. I have to satiate it any way I can...

I open my eyes and suddenly see Hyousuke leaned against the shower door. His breathing is raspy and he looks like he's about to faint. I quickly turn the shower off and brace his weak side.

'What are you doing?'

Sure I don't expect any verbal answer but he could at least do something to acknowledge somehow. I wish we could use our cell phones but they are easily trackable. We have to stay off-grid as best as we can without losing our minds. This makes communication very difficult as I don't know what he wants or needs. He needs total care which I can't provide. My heart sinks. I hate seeing him like this.

I help carry Hyousuke's weight and bring him back to the bed. He's covered in sweat and his eye is out of focus. I unravel his bloody bandages only to be assaulted by a foul smell. His wounds are infected and we don't have the medical supplies to stabilize his current condition. More and more, I'm left to believe THAT is my only option to save him... save him now so that he can live. I'll save him the way he saved me... at all costs regardless of my own safety.