5 Losing Yourself

I don't know what he said. All I cared about was finishing my masturbating. My hand starts gyrating as it swirled and tapped. My body is at its limit! I close my eyes and use three fingers to rub my clit. My body leans back and I lift my vagina into the air with my legs.

'HaAaaaaaaAAAaaaaaaAaaaaahhh...'

My honey gushes out of me like a broken dam and runs down my outstretched legs. I hold my climax for several seconds, my body twitching occasionally in the afterglow. Huh? I feel large, strong hands grab my thighs and hold them apart. I glance through my spread eagle position to see the muscular, tall, black man holding a comedically large penis towards my vagina. No joke, this penis looks like it's as long as half my height, and it's got a surprisingly large girth. Apparently, he was standing in front of me as I climaxed and his entire front is wet with my fluids.

"Hold yaself still! You one small ass slut! I don wanna miss ya hole you hoe!"

...This man is rhyming his statements. That dick is gonna break me apart. I might actually die by fucking. I just found out the ultimate pleasure I can achieve by myself but this ogre of a man is about to stick his Maglite into me...

Jamal rubs his dick up and down my labia, covering his dick in my honey. Fireworks are going off in my head. I haven't recovered from my climax so I'm still tender feeling. All my brain feels is pleasure and it wants more and more! I slide my hips so that his dick starts to slide in my vagina.

"Awh shit! You da tightest hoe I had fo sho!"

I see Jamal adjust his hand so it's closer to where his dick is penetrating my vagina to hold it steady. He adjusts his position so that he's hovering above me with both his arms then he thrusts hard with his hips.

'-Ngh... Aheh...'

My vagina welcomes him in then constricts and clamps down hard. Jamal holds himself about a half of the way and a grimace of pain and pleasure forms on his face. My legs try to wrap around his waist but are too short to reach around.

"Fuck! You bes keep yo pussy in control or I gonna fuck ya up!"

My mind hears his words but my body moves on its own. I slide my hips back and forth to instigate his thrusting. The pleasure is amazing. I feel his warmth as it slides in and out. My body twitches and spasms as I feel him stretch my inner vaginal folds. I feel my Vagina refuse to let him pull out while I try to slowly pull him in deeper.

"Goddamn! Fuck!"

Jamal pushes me off his dick and stands up. His dick is visibly throbbing and waving about with each throb. He takes a few moments to regain composure while breathing hard, then he punches me straight in my abdomen.

'Guh.....'

My moans of pleasure suddenly stop as the blow nearly hits all the air out from my body. My pleasure quickly gets replaced by pain. I keel over and grasp my abdomen in pain.

"Whaddafuck I jus say? Yo you asked fo dat! I'ma fuck ya real hard now!"

Jamal doesn't let me recover. He picks me up with one arm, holds me up with my ass facing him, and starts furiously fucking me in standing doggy. I can't break out since I'm held completely in the air. I feel his dick penetrating me all the way to my cervix but, it feels more like his dick is reaching all the way to my stomach. He grips my ribs tightly as he bounces my tiny body up and down his dick instead of thrusting his hips. My ribs hurt from being tightly gripped and my cervix is being assaulted by a battering ram. It feels like his whole dick is inside but judging by the space between his hips and my ass, I'm guessing a significant amount isn't going in.

'AAaaAH! AAAh! AAaaaAAaaAHHHHHhhh!'

My screams of pain go unanswered. Jamal adjusts a hand to cover my paltry breast and begins twisting my nipple hard. Pain is now in control of my brain as I try to endure Jamal's onslaught. My legs flail about to no effect. My try to pry his hands off but he's too strong. Jamal continues his reckless assault and my mind goes numb. My mind is in constant excruciating pain. Jamal suddenly pulls me off his dick and my body orgasms a shower of my fluids through the air. The pain from his abuse masks my pleasure. Pain and pleasure become indistinguishable. I'm craving more of both but, I'm starting to lose consciousness again.

"Fuck man! Yo you gonna break my dick off! I'ma fuck yo mouth!"

Jamal tosses me on the bed face up and holds me down with a hand. He uses his other hand to guide his dick, covered in my fluids and a little blood, to my gasping mouth. Without hesitation, he confidently thrusts all his manhood at once.

'Mfpffmmmm...'

Jamal manages to slide his whole dick down my throat which was only accomplished by how he managed to lie me down flat but, kept my head in the right position so my whole throat cavity could accommodate his whole dick, much like a sword swallower. His scrotum assaults my unprotected face. What the actual fuck?

"Awww yeaa! Now dis the shit rite here!"

Jamal starts to do deep thrusts now that he can fit his whole dick in and he has lots of lubrication from the mix of my saliva, cum, and blood. My neck and throat are getting ground back and forth. It feels like my Jaw is about to be ripped off. I force myself to fight the strong urge to bite down... His scrotum slaps my face with each thrust. My eyes well up with tears. This isn't pleasurable anymore.

'Mmmmffffmmm!..... Mmmmmfffffmmm!...

I cry for help but my screams are muffled by his large throbbing dick. Jamal continues to furiously throat fuck me and I swear his tip is actually poking my stomach. I start gagging and I can't breathe. He continues to fuck my throat hard without a care. My mind gives up and my body goes limp. Jamal, without a care in the world, continues thrusting and thrusting. Someone, save me!

*****

My body spasms, my eyes blink rapidly and refocus. I mentally passed out for an unknown amount of time. Jamal starts to slow his pace. His dick starts to swell and flush red. He looks ready to ejaculate. Placing his left foot on the bed to adjust the angle, he aims three final thrusts, the last one going as deep as possible so his scrotum covers my eyes and starts pulsing. Jamal unloads what feels like a gallon of hot, sticky semen directly into my stomach. He holds this position, then does a quick few more thrusts resulting in several additional spurts sending more and more semen. His scrotum stops pulsing and he finally stops ejaculating. Jamal backs up to remove his now flaccid anaconda from my mouth. He chuckles to himself before putting his pants and tank top back on.

"Howz dat, bitch?"

I lay there gasping like a fish out of water. Jamal does another strong jaw in my swollen abdomen. My whole body jumps as if jolts of electricity suddenly ran through me and I'm unable to react. My brain is foggy and numb and my body will no longer respond to me. I can barely make out the shapes in the room as my head hangs off the bed.

*click* *click* *bing*

Jamal hangs over my body and starts taking selfies. I'm too weak to stop him. Something starts to slowly drip from my mouth. I can't tell what it is. My senses are dead. The blurred visage of Jamal exits the room with a swagger. I lay there, broken and defeated in every way. Suddenly, I gain second-wind. My body catches up to the moment and I gag and feel the urge to throw up. Groggily, my body slowly stands up and shambles to the toilet. I barely make it as I unleash a torrent of sticky white semen, bile, and blood. One, two, three, no four times I retch until mass after mass comes out. The toilet almost fills to the top before I finally stop vomiting. All I can force my body to do is rest my head and arms on the toilet seat. I reach out and tap the wall intercom for Hyousuke and pass out.