1 Prologue

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4+8+4=16

4+7+5=16

484=HIL

475=NTN

Para na akong baliw sa kakaulit at kakasulat nitong mga numbers and letters na to, maraming papel narin at page ng notebook ang nasayang ko ng dahil lang diyan, eh iisa lang naman ang tinutukoy ko.

LOVE ← yan ang tinutukoy ko sa mga number and letters na niya.

I don't know how the hell I came up with that letters and numbers and compare it to the word LOVE, basta ang alam ko lang I became so random this past few days especially, about LOVE.

Tinatawag na nga akong bitter ng iba kong kaibigan dahil sa tuwing may sasabihin sila about LOVE palagi ko nalang kinukontra. Lalo na't palaging negative (para sa kanila) ang sinasabi ko pero para sakin, nagiging REALISTIC lang ako. As for me, in every negative they're hearing from me is an affirmative on my own understanding. It's just that I had a different kind of views compare to them.

But I'm telling you, hindi talaga ako bitter because in myself, I have my own definition of love.

And as for me...

Love is like a drum sticks, it causes ditches in the drums and only if drums is not void of emotion it'll feel pain.

Love is like Uchiha Sasuke's eyes, it brings illusion to my world.

But I can also say that Love is like HIM, he's completing me yet also he's crashing me.