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Today is the last day of the year. Its 31st of December. Another year of my life, gone. And all I could do this year was nothing but to follow my constant routine. Get up early in the morning, make my breakfast and suddenly realize I m late and run for my work with breakfast in my hand. After being tired of whatever I have done throughout my day, I have to come back home and make my dinner. Sometimes I think "uff...why it's important to cook yaar. I m tired". But I promised mom I'll never go to bed empty stomach.

It's not like I don't like my job or my life. It's just that I m bored. When I was small, my Maa used to tell me that I should go to school and study and then I can have fun when I grow up. When I grew up she used to say I should concentrate on my studies more as I have to think about earning my life and can have fun with my own money.

Now, I m all grown up. Completed my school, graduation and also have a decent job with a decent salary. But still I can't have fun because my boss does not give me a break. I get only 30 days off in a year which I can't use together and only use when I m seriously ill and not able to get up from bed. This is a place of workaholic people I tell you. God..!!! I wish I had known that before. Well, however it is, it is me and my "no" lifestyle.

Today is the day. It's the day of making pledge to oneself. It's the last day of the year. Who knows if god is listening…..I can still try.

"I wish I can have a wonderful adventure in my life. That's my new year resolution".

Its almost 12. It's almost New Year on this planet. But I m alone. Yes yes that's right….I don't have a special person to spend it with till now. My parents live in our permanent resident and I m still a wanderer thinking of buying my own place. I have saved a pretty good amount for it and hope that by next year I will be living my permanent resident with my name on the door.

I try to start writing every year on this day but it only ends till 10-15 days. I can't help feeling that it's all the same every day hoping to be different just 1 day.

Waiting for that day….