(chp2) unfolds

Why I didn't feel the love they literally said it was love? Sabi nila ginagawa nila sakin yon for my own goods pero, sila yung nagiging dahilan why I became like this, they always blames me for everything na hindi ko ginagawa, they always don't want me na makipag friends sa ibang tao, they don't want me na lumabas ng bahay tas sasabihin nila, they only do this because they care about me? Fvck, they do this kasi yung alam nila mas okay ako pag mag-isa ko, they think walang mangyayare na ikakasira ng reputasyon nila pag kontrolado nila ako. They never been proud of me sincme before, they only cared about they're reputation and image, lahat nalang ba nang utos nila need ko sundan? What about sa nararamdaman ko? Feeling ko? Ni minsan ba tinanong nila kung okay ba sakin lahat ng ginagawa nila? Sakal na sakal na ako.

~chapter 2-unfolds~

"Noah... Noah... Ah renz bakit ako pa kasi yung dapat gumising dito" reklamo ni eiden. Noah love sleeping so much, he often sleep sa room and canteen, wala na siyang pake kung anong isipin ng iba eh sakanya naman school yon? basta maka tulog sya at makapahinga.

"Gisingin mo na, pag kasi ako isang oras ko ginigising yan"

"ISANG ORAS?! -... AY, sorry... Pero bakit kasi ako" eiden said that while naka tingin sya kay renz

"Basta gisingin mo na sya, pag hindi yan nagising, malalagot ka sa principal" Eiden was terried, iniisip nya na unang day nya sa school na to may records sya for not waking up Noah??? It's funny right?

Eiden is talkative person sa mga taong gusto nyang maka close, he want to be friends with Noah but he is afraid lmao, lalo na yung nalaman nya na sya yung nakapag mana nang school, very funny, but eiden have dedication para makapag kaibigan sakanya, besides kaibigan naman sya ni renz so iniisip niya na " why not na kaibiganin ko sya? Nothing will be ruin, just be friends okay" yeah just be friends. Ginising na ni eiden si Noah, and Noah was too stunned to speak, he was shocked nung tinayo nya nung ulo nya, tas si eiden yung nakita niya na gumising sa kanya

Eiden pov:

Tumayo si Noah, akala nya siguro multo yung nakita nya, eh ako lang naman to, Eiden Santos ang bunsong anak nila mama.

Nung tumayo sya he was so shocked like girl ako lang to, alam kong pogi ako pero I have my standards okay??.. Baka magsi tayuan kayo diyan pag nalaman nyo standards ko eh, kasing laki ng pride ko, anyways nung tumayo sya tumingin sya agad kay renz, I saw on his eyes na wala na yung magtitimpi nya. Para maalis yung loud silence ako na yung gumalaw ng baso.

"Ay haha, noah ginising ka namin kasi malapit na yung next subject... Tyaka ayaw kong mapagalitan sa prinsipal no, ano ay first day ko dito tas may records na agad sa guidance? Noway, mas gusto ko nang gisingin ka kaysa sa nangyari yon no, tyaka besides di ako yung mastermind na gisingin ka ah, si renz sya yung nag utos sakin kaya.... Wag ka tumingin nang ganyan ah" wala na sinabi ko na lahat nang gusto kong sabihin, medyo nakakahiya kasi maraming nagtitinginan tas si renz tumatawa lang talaga habang pinapanood akong mag explained???? Eh sya naman nag utos.

Nakakahiya na kasi ang daming naka tingin na tao, parang jinajudge nila ako sa ginawa ko, eh ginising ko lang naman ni Noah eh? What's the problem, tyaka kasalanan to ni renz eh.

Sobra na yung tingin nila kaya nag babye na ako, tumakbo ako nang malayo kasi nakakahiya na talaga, I saw people looking at me habang paalis ako, like girl I feel like I'm having an anxiety.. Ay ang oa.. So let's be serious here. THIS WAS THE MOST NAKAKAHIYA MOMENTS KO AS NEW TRANSFEREE STUDENT. Not being exaggerated pero nakakahiya talaga eh, tyaka yung titig ni Noah ughhh nakaka baliw kasi naman, yung titig parang papatayin ako eh.

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"Ay pre, gising kana pala, oh ano maganda bungad no? " sabi ni renz kay Noah.

"What do you mean?? Ugh renz you know what I'm so done"

"Ayy oo na, gusto mo lunch muna tayo kasama natin si transferee?... And for zory he was still on his class nag massage sya sakin na we don't need to wait for him"

"... "

"Nako Noah, the silence is too loud, pwede ba na magsalita ka? Kitang kita sa mukha mo na naiinis kana eh"

"Alam mo naman pala eh, kaya stop doing nonsense things like this"

"Oo na sorry, di na po mauulit... Please magkaroon ka nang mahabang pasensya sakin"

"I'm hungry... " */Noah said while he passed renz

"Sungit talaga, HOYY NOAH WAIT FOR ME AH"

Di na tumingin si Noah kay renz, basta yung gusto nya lang is gawin yung gusto nya.

Noah is frustrated na umalis sa canteen, dumiretso siya sa cr and naghilamos sya, pagkatapos niyang naghilamos, he stared at himself. Sobrang namumula na siya as if na nagmumukha na siyang kamatis, he don't know what to do sa nararamdaman niya, is he confused about something that not supposed to happens? We dont know.

After niya naghilamos, he went straight sa room nila and he sees eiden right beside so many people—He sees na napaka talkative naman talaga ni eiden, and Noah refused to sit beside them, is he shy?? Umupo nalang siya sa puwesto nya, and he suddenly get his headphones and nagpatugtog siya nang favorite songs nya.

While the class are getting ready, eiden sit beside Noah, he is so stunned to speak, nahihiya si Noah kasi katabi niya si eiden?

Eiden ask to him na pwede daw tumabi, usually Noah always say no to everything na nirerequest sakanya pag hindi nya close, but when eiden ask him kung pwede ba, he does not hesitate na tumango

"... "

"Okay upo na ako ah... Uhm... Ano nga ulit name mo"

".... N-noah buenodavides"

What, he said his fullname by himself? Napaka cool ni Noah sa mata nang ibang tao tas lanta siya kay eiden?? Uhm.. Something is happening. We don't know kung ano yung feelings ni Noah, let just say na he is just shy right? Nothing else hahaha

The class has started and as usually dinadaldal ni eiden si Noah, but Noah refused to answer sa mga tinatanong sa kanya.

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Eiden pov:

I want to be close to him, I want to make friends with him. Hindi naman siguro masama yun no? I know Noah is very very kind and loving person he doesn't wanna know how to express or ipakita sa mga nasa paligid niya.

He's not cold person, I mean were not close enough para sabihin ko yan pero I see in he's eyes na gusto niyang makipag kaibigan sa ibang tao, is he afraid of something talaga, I really feel it, kaya I'm here to help him, help him to express or ipakita yung feelings and true self niya, it might be hard but I'll try my best to help him.

Why nga ba na ginagawa ko to? I already experiences this, I know may mga problems siya na hindi niya kayang sabihin sa mga kaibigan niya, to not invade hes privacy, tuturuan ko nalang siya to show his true self, not the best way para maalis yung nararamdaman nya, but I'll try my best to help him as I can.

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Everyone is listening to there teacher, and next subject is science. Bago pa dumating yung next subject, Noah and renz was about to go. May practice kasi nila for there basketball na gaganapin sa next event nang school. Never natalo yung team nila Noah and renz, pero di niyo naman maiiwasan yung ayaw diba??

Noah is also hot tempered should I say, agad agad umiinit yung ulo niya, kapag may ginagawa sakanya, tulad nang nangyare last na laban nila, someone always bumped him kapag nasakanya na yung bola and Noah can't help him self para patulan yung nagbangga sa kanya, both silang na guidance and agad naman na guilty si Noah sa ginawa niya, the guidance should punish them both pero the principal said na wag ibintang kay Noah ang nangyare.

Noah sees that it's unfair treatment for both of them, alam ni Noah na may kasalanan din siya. Di siya nadamay kasi nga diba may naghahawak sakanya which is yung father niya. This is what Noah talking about na dapat controlado si Noah para di masira yung reputasyon nang parents niya which is ayaw niya. Alam niya kung ano at mali, he doesn't want na ganto yung tingin sakanya. So dahil ganon, everyone think na bawal siyang banggain, everyone don't want to make friends of Noah kasi takot sila na pati sila madamay. Actually Noah doesn't have so many friends as you guys expected, he only have renz and zory.

"Noah, just be calm sa mismong laban ah?... Keep your head cool as you can" sabi ni renz kay Noah. Alam ni Noah yung ugali ni Noah, he is aware kung ano yung mangyayare pag di na control ni Noah yung galit nya, kaya they need to be careful.

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Eiden pov:

This is the most long day for me, imagine lahat nang nangyare is nangyare ngayon? Hays this feels a week already.

Naglalakad na ako papunta sa sasakyan ko, sasakay sana ako ng taxi pero naalala ko nagiipon pala ako, may mga kasama naman akong mga students na di ko kilala, tas nakisabay nalang ako kung saan ako sasakay, we were at the bridge na, di ko pa kabisado yung daan dito kai bago palang ako dito, nagtanong-tanong nalang talaga ako para di na maligaw.

Naka sakay na ako then dumaan ulit kami doon sa bridge na dinaanan namin kanina, when we passed by I saw a guy who is standing sa mismong bridge, di ko siya agad nakilala kasi naka harang yung kotse niya sakanya, pero nung papalayo na kami I saw two guy...

".... Wait si Noah yun ah" sabi ko sa sarili ko, di naman ako nagisip nang iba, but I saw the another guy, I think that is he's father.. Wala na sana akong iisipin nang kung ano pero... That guy slapped Noah, gusto ko na sanang bumaba to approach him pero agad din silang umalis.

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"Ughh this day was too tiring for me, nakakapagod... "

Pero okay lang naman siguro si Noah no? May ginawa lang siguro siya na ayaw nang papa niya, or malay natin pinagsabihan lang siya, Honestly Im worried about him, not to invade he's personal problem pero iba yung feelings ko eh, I know something is going on, di na ako makikialam, I just want to be friends with him. That's all.

~~end of chapter