A Conflicted Heart: A Conversation with Kushina

Before New Year's Eve, I was in my mom Kushina's room.

"Mom, I need to talk to you about something," I said, my voice slightly trembling.

Kushina looked at me with a warm smile. "Yes, Naruto, what is it?"

I took a deep breath, trying to steady myself. "Mom, as I mentioned to you a few days ago, I've been thinking a lot about my feelings. I want to give something very important to the person I love, the first woman in my life. I want to share this moment with her… so, I was wondering if—"

Kushina's eyes widened in shock, and her face turned bright red. She seemed speechless for a moment, clearly stunned by my words.

Kushina stood there, her face flushed with a mixture of surprise and confusion. She took a step back, as if she couldn't fully process what I had just said. Her lips parted, but no words came out at first.

"Naruto..." she whispered, her voice shaky. "This is... a lot to take in. You're my son, and this is not something I ever imagined hearing from you."

I could see the concern and love in her eyes, but there was also a sense of discomfort, an unspoken realization that what I was asking was not only unexpected but impossible in many ways.

"Mom, I... I don't know how to explain it," I said, my voice softening as I saw the distress on her face. "I've had these feelings, and I've been carrying them for so long. I thought... I thought if I told you, maybe I'd understand them better, or maybe even find a way to move past them. I never meant to make you uncomfortable."

Kushina's eyes softened, and she took a few steps toward me, her hand gently resting on my shoulder. "Naruto, you're still young. Your feelings are important, but sometimes, we need time to understand them. The love we share as family is unlike any other, and it's something we can never cross."

I nodded, feeling a mixture of relief and guilt wash over me. Her words made sense, even if they didn't align with what I had originally hoped for. "I understand, Mom. I don't want to make things weird between us. I just... I needed to say it out loud."

Kushina pulled me into a gentle hug, her embrace filled with warmth and understanding. "You're my son, Naruto, and I'll always love you. We'll work through this together, alright?"

I nodded again, closing my eyes as I leaned into her embrace. For the first time in a while, I felt a sense of clarity. The feelings I had were complex, and it was okay to take the time to understand them without acting on impulse.

Kushina stood before me, her eyes wide, as the tension between us thickened. I could feel the pull, the weight of the moment, hanging in the air. There was no denying it now. The desire was there, unspoken but clear.

I took a slow step forward, my heart pounding in my chest. My eyes locked onto hers, and for the first time, I felt something shift between us—something that went beyond words. I could see the hesitation in her gaze, but also something else, a flicker of understanding, maybe even acceptance.

Without thinking, I reached out, my hand gently cupping her cheek. Her skin was warm beneath my touch, and it sent a rush of heat through me. I leaned in slowly, my breath mingling with hers, feeling the undeniable connection drawing us closer.

Kushina's lips parted slightly as I moved in, and in that instant, I took the first step, closing the distance between us. My lips found hers, and the kiss was soft at first, tentative. But as the seconds passed, the urgency grew, and we both gave in to the overwhelming desire.

Her hands rose to my chest, gripping my shirt as if she couldn't pull away, even if she wanted to. The kiss deepened, and I pressed her gently against the wall, our bodies close, the heat between us undeniable.

Then I removed her shirt and shorts and look at her body as her body was beautiful and fairness skin that can't be found in modern earth from my previous life but if she was there she will be S-class model and actress.

As I used my massage techniques:Royal Serenity Massage on her body as her body becomes relax and a bit sensitive too as moan comes out as I keep massage her body

Kushina said while moaning"Aahhh hmm Naruto hmm wh-wgat are mmm do-doing hmm aahh ahh" as Naruto said to her"Kushina I am doing massage on your body and make it relaxed so you don't be worry that you're old so your body can't handle it"

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Author's Note

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I know that I removed some chapters but I forget some event before the new year event so here it is