Harry Potter blinked and shifted quietly as he observed the chaos that had transformed his front lawn.
The grounds of the Potter Estate in Wochien had been entirely transformed with bright streamers of red and gold. Large fluttering kites filled the air, large sparking dragon kites roared and chased shimmering butterfly charmed twice the size of the reptiles.
A makeshift quidditch post had been set up on the western side of the large estate. The pitch, only half the size of a professional pitch, was equipped with miniature and charmed bludgers and an oversized quaffle.
At some point in the spectacle of paintbrushes bewitched to paint faces without the artist, or the exploding snap tournament on the far side of the patio, a bucking shelled pony managed to escape from its temporary pen.
Harry watched with faint amusement as a short wizard scrambled after to catch the strange magical creature (which seemed to enjoy his mother's hostas).
Harry flinched as two red haired twins his father seemed to be rather fond of, managed to set off a large explosion of raining fire and iridescent pixie dust. His father in question, turned from where he had been conversing with what looked like a ministry official to scold the twins. (Harry could see how his mouth quirked into a subtle grin at the two beaming boys.)
"Hello young man!" Harry cocked his head upwards to stare at the woman and man who looked at him with a slightly uncomfortable smile, "Do you happen to know a young Skylar by any chance?"
Harry blinked, and with one hand pointed to the right where the quidditch pitch had been set up.
"Oh thank you!" The woman squealed, glancing down at him in strange adoration, "You must be a friend of his! I'm Mrs. Belstha!"
Harry stared as the woman thrust her arm out for him to shake. He reached up and clamped his fingers around two of her thicker digits.
"I'm Harry," Harry stated without much inflection, "Skylar is my brother."
The two wizards looked stunned before they quickly hurried to hide it with another strained smile.
"Well! You must be so proud of your brother then! Anyways, off we go! Such a pleasure to meet you!" She chirped, taking her husband's arm and rushing off towards the shrieks and laughter of the mock quidditch match.
Harry sighed softly through his nose and shifted from where he was sitting on the porch. The white wooden slabs had recently been repainted to a bright white, already dinged with black scuff marks. Near Harry to his right, a spelled bowl clinked quietly with ice cubes filled nearly to the top of the lemonade. A platter of sandwiches sat nearby, a small snack considering the enormous cake set on the buffet table on the lawn.
Harry glanced out once he heard a muffled warning. A large bronze flamingo collided with the grown before rising with magical grinding movements.
"James Potter!" Lily- Harry's mother, shouted, "Did you charm my lawn flamingo!"
Harry's father, having seen the damage he had created started to hurry backwards with both arms raised in defense.
Harry watched as a black haired male- Skylar's godfather Sirius, threw one of the spare brooms at his father. Lily cursed playfully, chasing after him as James hurried onto the broom to escape his mother's wrath.
A few people cheered both of them on, giving whoops as James soared over the crowd standing on the broom shaft in a dramatic pose. Lily took quick work using a water charm to splash her husband down into a conjured mud pile just below.
Harry kicked his feet and looked at his fingers with slight longing.
The party was Skylar and Harry's eighth birthday. His father's old friend group of the 'Marauders' had gathered last night at the estate and started planning the event.
Skylar, the outgoing exciting child that he was, quickly proclaimed that he would have the best party anyone ever had. James and Sirius jumped at the opportunity and started plotting how exactly they could smuggle a Czech Griffin through the wards.
Harry didn't mind, he didn't care about most things. He understood that Skylar was very different from himself- Skylar seemed to glow in the press and the hoards of people always gushing with gifts or thanks for his victory over the Dark Lord. Harry, well Harry preferred to stay back and just watch, he didn't like people talking or asking him questions he didn't know the answers to.
(It wasn't that his parents purposefully ignored him, the fact was he was far too different for them to understand so any attempts for 'family bonding' generally left him anxious and trying to retreat to his room.)
His introversion was why Lily wasn't at all surprised when she approached the porch to get a spare towel that had been set out earlier.
"Hello Harry," She smiled, a slightly tired and sorrowful look as she settled next to him, "you don't want to play with you friends?" she asked quietly with a little smile.
Harry jerked his head and rested his chin on his knees, "They're Skylar's friends," He muttered under his breath.
Lily exhaled softly through her nose. "I'm sure that doesn't mean that they won't play with you?"
Harry glanced into his mother's eyes, they were darker and prettier than his own unsettling eyes. He didn't like his, they were too bright and made people twitch.
"Skylar is the seeker," Harry stated, shortly and curtly. Lily's cheek twitched and he could tell that she bit the inside anxiously.
"Well, maybe you could be the-"
"People will get angry if I'm the seeker and Skylar isn't."
Lily shifted.
"Harry, I-" She started, looking apologetic and tired at the same time, "I, I know that you didn't want a party-"
"It's Skylar's party."
"-but, how about we go to that magical animal exhibition that's near town?" Lily offered, trying to compromise, "They'll be moving on Thursday, but i'm sure we could find time."
Harry frowned, "Dad and Skylar don't like magical creatures unless they breathe fire."
"Well you don't like parties."
Harry stared with uncomprehending confusion. Lily looking uncomfortable and sadder than before.
"Harry I- I know that we haven't been the best, but you have to understand-"
"Skylar is the Boy-Who-Lived and needs extra protection because dark wizards still are angry with him," Harry chanted blankly with no tone of voice, "I know mum, Skylar is more-"
Harry cut off when Lily started to get up and looked torn and somehow furious, "Harry, I- how about tomorrow we head over to the expo. Just you and me? I thought there was something about a baby hydra there," Lily coaxed, smiling as Harry shyly glanced up hopefully, "I know your father isn't fond of reptiles, except Merlin knows he has a problem with dragons, but-"
"I think I'd like to go," Harry quietly mentioned, at once looking apprehensive, "I mean, It's okay if we need to clean up, or if Skylar wants to go somewhere else. I don't have to go, I can always-"
"We're going." Lily firmly stated. The moment was ruined when a witch called out for Lily loudly, having her grandson timidly hiding behind her large green frock coat.
Lily looked torn, but eventually the nasally cries for her company won out and she hurried over the lawn to greet the new guest.
Harry glanced back at the white paint on the deck and scraped his nail across the path of a particularly adventurous ant.
The day continued similarly, with few guests saying hello to Harry and even fewer actually remembering that he too had a birthday. The uncomfortable small talk just led Harry to believe further that they had only come for Skylar (didn't everyone?) and speaking with him was just pleasantries.
He knew that, and he knew that the party was for Skylar. Yet a portion of him felt hollow and made him gasp for ragged breaths when he saw his father hoist Skylar onto his broom with him to dive bomb Sirius with muggle water balloons.
Harry didn't like flying anyways.
Lie.
If he did, he wouldn't like sharp dives or sudden turns.
Lie.
He was perfectly content sitting on the porch and watching everyone else laugh and give Skylar his birthday presents.
Lie.
Harry was perfectly fine with the arrangement, he didn't need a party and he had come to not expect one.
It still made him feel like something had cracked inside.
Something came up, which Harry had expected would happen anyways.
Why would he be hopeful over visiting some sort of magical animal exposition when he knew that Skylar would demand attention or have some sort of after party request the family would oblige to?
(He had learned that there was no point getting hopeful over things that most likely wouldn't happen anyways.)
Instead it was Remus Lupin, his very own Godfather who had informed him early the next morning that they would be seeing the expo.
This had surprised Harry, he had been quietly told by his father that his Godfather was not entirely human. The thought hadn't ever concerned Harry, yet he hadn't ever considered that the man would want to see an array of magical oddities behind bars.
"You ready to go?" Remus asked awkwardly, wearing a slightly too big worn brown cloak. Harry glanced at his own clothing, a large jacket and his own loose pants. It wasn't as if they would have been walking into the nearest town.
Harry gave a small nod, taking Remus' huge grip with one of his smaller hands and grasping tightly. Harry flinched, resisting the urge to gag as his entire body was ripped backwards with the sensation of something pulling too sharply on a large belt. He stumbled once light flashed again. Remus hurried to kneel and steady the younger boy, who blinked in confusion but still looked around in restrained excitement.
They were in an open plaza where many stalls and glass cages had been set up. Magical creatures prowled or sat dopey behind the glass.
Remus looked uncomfortable, seeing one Manticore which stiffened and snarled aggressively once smelling the man. Harry tried not to pay any attention, but very quickly once entering the main pavilion all magical creatures seemed to hone in on Remus and snarl aggressively.
Harry's chest began to tighten once they noticed a rather suspicious looking aid drifting closer to their position.
'Don't do this, not today. This was supposed to be for me,' Harry thought quietly, already feeling the bitter tang of having to leave only half an hour after arriving.
'This was supposed to be my party,' Harry's throat twitched and much to his horror, he felt his eyes start to glaze.
A security guard frowned at the two of them, slowly advancing towards them through the tiny crowd. His eyes were locked on the elder and had drawn his wand cautiously.
Harry bolted, running and ducking through the crowd as he heard Remus shout his name in alarm. Evidently, the security guard had not been noticed.
'It's not fair!'
He ran through a half opened door, propped open only by a small crate. Running through, he kicked the crate but wasn't quite fast enough to avoid the thick door from snapping shut on his ankle.
It had obviously been enchanted in hindsight, magicked to avoid animals from escaping. The door snapped shut and cracked loudly against his ankle. Harry shouted out in pain, tears now sliding down his cheeks as he whimpered and hugged his knees close to his body.
'It's not fair- It's not-'
There was a buzzing in his ears that seemed to only get louder.
'Why does- why does everyone spoil everything?'
The buzzing was loud and his ankle hurt and- was his nose bleeding?
'Why can't I have a nice thing for once?'
He heard something shatter like ice under strain. He glanced up, trying to wipe his nose as a sudden wave of dizziness struck him.
Cages holding sleeping creatures had somehow cracked- spiderweb hairs that were growing larger and larger.
Star filled pupils focused on the cracks from behind the ward, long forked tongues lolled out lazily as a webbed hoof stretched out.
Harry's heart jumped to his throat as the cracks finally reached a point of instability and collapsed like falling rain.
Something that looked suspiciously like a winged goat licked its fangs menacingly.
Harry scrambled back, ankle dragging limply and throbbing unbearably. The door had closed and locked behind him, most likely why it had been propped open originally. He could hear faint shouts and could only assume that somehow the cages outside had broken as well.
One oversized spider clicked its fangs and prodded the broken cage with interest.
"What- What is this?" Harry heard a quiet voice, and scrambled to reply.
"Help!" He hurried out, his back now flush against the back of the door.
The fanged goat creature stumbled back, rearing at something Harry couldn't quite see. He held his breath and curled one hand into a shaking fist.
"...Hello?" A small head poked around the corner and glanced at Harry, it flicked its tongue twice, "Oh, it's just one filthy human."
Harry's eyes widened and the snake turned to look around its newly freed area.
It was large. The length Harry couldn't quite determine; It was as thick as Harry's thigh and likely larger still. It had a tan triangle head that was aiming the other way entirely disinterested.
"Wait!" Harry tried once again, swallowing quickly, "Those things are scared of you and-"
"You talk to me?" The snake swiftly turned its head and looked baffled with its reptilian snout, "Humans talk to me? They owe me rabbits!"
Harry floundered, "I- I don't-"
"Hatch-mates are all gone. I don't need Hatch-mates, I can bite death," The snake suddenly reared, although small it opened its large mouth and unhinged impressive fangs with a terrifying hiss. Its tail slid around the edge, it too reared back and twisted suddenly with slit pupils.
Harry's eyes widened and he jerked back, accidentally hitting his injured ankle against the floor and yelping out a sound. The second head tilted curiously whilst the first continued to taste the air interested.
"You smell of prey. Why do you smell of prey?" The snake hissed, sliding half a foot closer.
Harry stared, "I think I hurt my ankle." Harry swallowed, throat tight and eyes still watering, "It- this was supposed to be a good day and now it isn't."
"I think it is a good day. I got two mice, that's an extra mice. And you."
"Wha-" Harry blurted, trying to scoot further back as the second head submitted to sliding backwards as the main head slowly advanced. It opened its mouth menacingly- an extra set of fangs unhinged and slid into slot behind the original set.
"I- No!" Harry shouted, eyes widening as his breathing accelerated, "I am not food!"
"You are prey."
"I'm human!"
"I'm Amfivena." It didn't seem deterred as it rose slowly to rear above Harry's head and in plain view of the locked door.
Something collided with the door and caused it to swing outwards suddenly. Harry cried out and scrambled backwards near the feet of a startled and concerned caretaker.
"Ay! You alright?" The man blurted, grabbing one of Harry's arm and forcefully yanking him further away from the agitated magical serpent, "Stay back! Bollocks I knew we should have gotten rid of this thing!"
"Harry!" Harry looked up into the near panicking face of his godfather, "Harry are you alright?"
Harry didn't say anything, instead he watched as the caretaker managed to conjure a small whip he currently was smacking against the floor.
"No!" The snake spat, switching heads and quickly retreating, "Not prey! Not prey! Won't bite, won't bite!" It screeched, managing to convey how absolutely terrified the animal actually was.
"What's going to happen to it?" Harry muttered, feeling dazed over the entire situation.
"Eh?" The caretaker muttered, scowling as the snake hurried into its broken cage to hide, "Oh, probably sell this bloody thing for parts. Don't know why we still 'ave it, most are just sold fer love potions and that." The man grimaced, looking at his whip in disdain, "seems a bit off to have love potions from as ruddy a beast as that."
Harry stared, not quite comprehending yet still hearing the muffled cries of "Won't bite! Won't bite! Share prey with! Den-mate!"
"It's sorry," Harry offered, looking at the agitated caretaker, "It just wanted more food."
The man barked out a laugh, "Hah! Fat chance lad, that thing is a sure beast. I'll be happy when we drop that thing off."
"Share prey with human! Den-mate! Not prey!"
Remus carefully slid his hands under Harry's knees and under his shoulder. With one movement the older man hoisted the young boy up into the air away from any danger. The caretaker looked around the back room, running one hand through his hair. Harry could already tell that he was angry, so many cages were broken and the goat creature was bleating sorrowfully.
There was an unconscious Diricawl wrapped in nets and being levitated by emergency personnel that seemed to be cleaning up the scene.
Harry's gut twisted once he noticed blood on the floor.
"What's going to happen?" Harry asked quietly, watching as more animals were shoved away and more blood was quickly cleaned up.
"They'll probably move on a tad bit earlier." Remus replied calmly, although his voice was very strained.
Harry felt an uncomfortable knot in his throat which pulsated in rhythm to the lolling stab of pain originating in his ankle. It bounced limply with every step Remus took, hanging from an awkward position.
"What about the animals?" Harry asked concerned, he rather enjoyed animals. They were much more accepting and listened to him talk most times, he didn't want them to get in any trouble because of him.
Remus said nothing, and instead locked his jaw slightly.
Harry felt the knot in his throat press on his chest with uncomfortable pressure. Why wasn't Remus answering his question.
"No, No!" He heard the sudden piercing scream from the Amfivena. "Not want! Sorry! Is sorr-"
The cry cut off partway through. Remus shifted Harry although showed no signs of having heard. Harry stared, eyes locked on the door that had been forced open where the snake had quieted suspiciously.
"I didn't mean to-" Harry blurted, feeling the heavy weight of guilt pressing on him.
Remus looked down and shook his head softly, "Oh, no Harry, none of this was your fault. You don't have to be sorry for anything."
Harry looked down, eyes glazing and clouding.
It was his outburst that had led to the snake's sudden hush. If he hadn't have reacted or outburst, the blood wouldn't have been spilled.
Who had been hurt? Who had he hurt?
They reached the far door and Harry had not yet heard another sound from the snake.
"I'm sorry too." Harry whispered.