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You can't change your past

"It's rare of you to go back so early. What's wrong?" Hestia asked. 

"Well, I just want to rest early." 

While Freya's appearance made him startled, Isao decided to calm down. 

"You have just recovered, so it isn't wrong of you to rest early." Hestia nodded, then looked at all the goddesses who came with her. "Hey, you heard him, right? Go home! Go back to your home! Isao-kun wished to rest!" She didn't want them to stay since she was afraid that her bed might shake violently again, and frankly, she didn't want them to stay at her house since she just wanted to spend a night with her Isao-kun, especially when it was so rare of him to remain quiet at the house. 

Unfortunately, none of the goddesses who joined her were obedient types who would listen to her words. 

"We are here already." 

"Yeah, yeah. Let us have a drink or two before we go back!" 

"Or rather, let's have a girl's partly like before!" 

"No way!" Hestia refuted. "What if you guys are drunk, then make a mistake and sleep with Isao-kun?!" The chance was something like that happened. No, she was sure that something like that would happen, especially with how touchy those goddesses were. If alcohol was involved, it would be even more so. 

Hestia definitely couldn't allow them to stay since the consequences were so dangerous! 

Yet, inwardly, Hestia, Hephaestus, Demeter, and Loki tried to gauge Isao's reaction after he saw Freya. As the most beautiful goddess in the world, her charm was obvious, and she could enslave any man with just her glances, so they were worried that he would be affected. 

Fortunately, Isao appeared okay, and he didn't seem to be seduced. 

No, he wasn't seduced at all, which made them sigh in relief. 

'Wait, why am I relieved too?' Loki felt strange, but well, she cared about her children, especially when Aiz fell for this bastard. Even if he wasn't loyal to her alone, she didn't want him to fall into Freya. 

"You guys, I am not joining you, right?" 

Still, while they had many things inside their minds, Isao thought to leave. He didn't really want to get involved with Freya, especially when she was about to get married. He had changed after all, and he had thought of their relationship as one time. 

As for why he decided to make such a drastic change, it was all due to his experience in the world of "Rakudai." 

Unlike in any other world that he had been in, in that world, he had to fight and became the enemy of the protagonist just because he was a little close to the main heroine. 

Frankly, he didn't do anything with Stella, and he was just thinking of becoming stronger, yet somehow, his situation became complicated due to the jealousy of the protagonist, which made him appear like a villain in the story even though he wasn't one. 

While he didn't think Bell would cause him such trouble, considering how much weaker Bell was, this time, he decided to respect their relationship and ended his career as a homewrecker, especially when he thought how much damage he would cause someone after he stole their women. 

Still, he guessed, the world was like this: if one couldn't be the victor, then they could only become a cuck. 

"Well, what's wrong? Are you not going to join?" 

"I still have jobs to do." 

"Well... when you finish, come and join us, okay?" 

"I won't join for too long, though." 

"Sure, sure." 

After hearing his confirmation that he would join the party later, they decided to gather together in their usual room to laze around, but Freya's eyes never looked away from his back. 

"As expected, are you interested in him?" Loki asked with a knowing smile. 

"Loki..." Freya only showed a reserved smile toward this bad acquaintance of hers from heaven. 

"You are about to get married, yet you can't stop your hands from sleeping with another man?" Loki asked from the moral side. 

"Marry..." Freya felt conflicted when she thought about this decision of hers, but as it had happened, she wouldn't stop. She defiantly asked for his responsibility, especially when he was the one who asked her to marry, even though she didn't have an interest in doing one. 

Except with him, of course. 

"What? Do you have hesitation about your marriage? Or rather, I don't think that you should marry, you know? You are harming a good boy!" 

"...what do you mean by that?" Freya looked at Loki with doubt and said, "I think that anyone will be happy to marry me." 

Loki rolled her eyes and said, "Put that lewd hand of yours onto your chest and say that again." 

"....." Freya. 

"You are too slutty." Loki looked at Freya and said helplessly, "Your past is like that, you know? Those with a strange fetish aside, no normal man can accept that side of you."

Moreover, it wasn't like Freya could change for the one she loved, but Loki wouldn't say it since it wasn't her problem. 

Frankly, Loki wasn't even sure why Freya decided to marry Bell Cranel, this boy who hadn't even lost his phimosis and virginity. However, considering Freya's nature, it must have been because of a man. 

'First meeting... what a liar...' 

Loki was sure that Isao and Freya had met in the past, and they must have been screwing together. Still, while Isao wished for everything to be one time, she was sure that this nympho goddess wished to have more, yet would he even be willing to accept her? 

The fact that Freya was going to marry Bell was proof that Isao didn't care about this slutty goddess. 

Loki could even see Isao's disinterest when he saw Freya, which was amazing since if she were in Isao's place, she would jump and enjoy Freya's body happily. 

Yet, Loki's words made Freya's heart pierced by something, and her expression turned ugly. She knew what Loki meant, and it was definitely impossible to change her past after what was happening. If she had met him earlier, then it would have been fine, but everything had happened. It was too late. The past couldn't be changed, and he wouldn't touch her unless she was in a relationship. 

Or rather, even if she was in a relationship, would he even think of her, touch her, and love her? 

Freya couldn't imagine that he would do so, and the thought of a marriage suddenly became a drag for her. Frankly, this wasn't a time for marriage, especially with the many problems in the Orario. 

Then, what should she do? 

Freya thought of one figure in her mind, a picture of a woman that was part of her disguise. 

'If it's her...' 

If she couldn't erase her past, then she had to become a new person, a clean one without any stains. 

On the other hand, Isao strangely had a peaceful night even though there were many beautiful goddesses in his mansion. Many might say that he was an idiot for not sleeping with many of them, but he had slept with them anyway, so why should he become a horny dog and be impatient? 

Moreover, he was a family man and already husband to many, so how could he stay like a horny dog who couldn't control his lower body all the time? 

On the other hand, Isao felt that he should have focused on getting stronger first, especially when it wouldn't hurt to become stronger. He wanted to at least become a Level 5 as soon as possible, as it would give him more safety. 

This should be the case, but somehow Hephaestus happened to be present when he wanted to go to the toilet, and she asked him to pay the debt immediately, so he could only follow her wish and pay the debt with his body as he didn't have money. 

Still, as he lamented, thinking that he should get a lot of money as soon as possible, he went to visit the bookstore to take a little break, but this decision led him to meet someone who had tried to avoid him. 

Her jaded hair was impossible to ignore; it flowed freely behind her back as she read her book quietly and gracefully as if nothing could bother her. 

Yet, when she also saw him, all of that calm was broken. 

Watching this, Isao looked at her, whose face turned reddish like a ripened apple, and closed the door, locking it, then approaching this naughty elf, who took his lips when he lost consciousness in the past. 

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As for the fighting scene yesterday, well, just forgive me. 

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