chapter 31
After that night I went home and sleep directly I didn't have the mood to talk anything it even to anyone I woke up on Sunday in the morning cook breakfast for my family
" good morning " Palma greets me taking a sit after a few minutes mom comes also and we had breakfast together
" still not wanna talk about what happened "mom ask me I face her sipping on my milk I shake my head no
I don't want to talk about it I just wanna go through my day without James's stress or anything of that matter after breakfast I sit on the couch with Palma and we watch a movie my phone rings and James's name pop up on my screen I take i
" hello"
" good morning " he greets me "where are you "
" am home"
" get ready I will pick you up in ten minutes "and he hung up i stare at my phone getting up from the couch
I tell Palma that we will continue the movie tonight I wear some thing warm since i don't know where we are going and it's cold outside when he got here he calls me telling me that he is outside and I went out get in his car closing the door I lean on the window waiting for him to drive
" no kissing no hug I get nothing " he ask I look at him and i finds him serious I stay quiet not moving James lean to me and kiss my cheek he waits for my reaction when he gets nothing he drives off
" can you stop somewhere and get some ice cream " i ask him
" I thought you turned mute isn't cold for that" he ask smirking at me I didn't answer but he stops buy for me some ice cream ask me if I need anything but I shake my head
When we got to the apartment James hold my hands in his and walk inside we got inside I sit down on the couch and scroll through my phone
" Leila can you please talk to me you have even looked at me for once " he say sitting on the table with a beer in his hands there is Hennessy ,scotch and whiskey but I don't know why he always go for beers
" what do you want me to say the last time i said something you technically threw me out of your apartment " I close my phone put it down and face him
" Leila you told me to go fuck Juliet what did you want me to do I didn't threw you out I just sent you home so that we can first cool off before we say something we were gonna regret after" he explains James always call me baby he only call my name when he is angry or he is more serious
" well I haven't cooled off " I lean against the couch " can I have my ice cream " he stands up go get it for me from the fridge he gives it to me " are you sure you are not going to catch a cold " I know it's cold but tell that to these babies that am carrying I take it opening it enjoying my ice cream
" can I have half of the intention you are giving to the ice cream " he say and I just shrug my shoulders he sit there observing me as I eat my ice cream
" you kisses Juliet last night " i say putting down the the ice cream
" am sorry " he apologize
" James sorry doesn't fix everything "
" I know but can you give me a chance to explain " he touch my knees
" you are going to tell me that it was a show that you are pretending that I need to understand that you need to do this I know and am trying to understand you but I can't do that when you don't even communicate with me " i say trying not to shout because I want us to have a normal conversation as grown ups
" am sorry...…
He starts to talk but I can him off " don't you think you are getting a little close with Juliet I know I should see things in your perspectives but think about me also "
" I know i haven't been fair to you but am making my move to these people next week am not waiting any longer and it will be over " he say " and am sorry please last night we wanted to make his father believe that we are falling in love and he does he thinks that it's real I was doing it for Juliet "
"Why"
" because after I break up with her she wants to act heartbroken so that her father won't find her another man she did help me am winning my company back I did owe her that much at least " he stands up going to get another beer since he finished the one he was drinking when he comes back he sit on the couch next to me I put my legs on his laps
" next time don't throw me out like that " i say referring to the last night I was here
" you need to trust me more and have faith in our relationship know that I will never betray you " he is rubbing my feet's slowly
" I know am sorry if am making things hard for you "
" it's okay baby nothing I can't handle " he removes my feet spread my legs and hovers over me " so how are my babies I feel like I haven't visited them for long" I laugh at him James thinks that when we have sex his dick is visiting the babies
" they are doing fine just missing you " i say pull him towards me and connect our lips he likes to take control when kissing me I usually let him but today I take control trying to claim his lips again I invade his mouth with my tongue and he moans a little when our tongues connects together when am out of breath I pull back " there now they remember who owns them" i say rubbing my thumb on his lower lip