chapter 23
In the morning I wake up feeling nauseous I push the covers rune to the bathroom vomit James come after me sleepy " baby what ...…. Shit" he pulls my hair back back as i vomit I didn't eat anything last night and am vomit to an empty stomach which course it to hurst after I flush the toilet lean against it tired closing my eyes he gives me the brush with toothpaste to brush my teeth I stand up James holds me even though am weak but am capable of standing on my own but I lean against his chest after brushing my teeth we go back to the bedroom I sit down on the bed " is it like this every morning " James ask me sitting next me " yeah it can happen even during the day am being used to it " I lean on the head-bed closing my eyes " anything you want to eat " James ask me "oatmeal and fruit with yoghurt with chocolate milk " i answer " for breakfast " he ask again when I didn't answer he left I take my phone go through instagram and go through our group chat text the girls who wants to come with me to the hospital for doctors appointment after a few minutes they all agreed we make plans to hangout the whole day I told them that am staying at James's Emily agreed to pick up Alice and they will pick me up after
" here is your breakfast baby" James place the food trey on the bed with everything I told him I begin with my fruits I eat and the baby let me have everything i wanted James was drinking coffee only " you are not having breakfast " i ask him he just shake his head after he takes the trey back he goes to the bathroom to take a shower I sit there but I stand up pulling the t-shirt over my head remained in my underwear i stare at my self in the mirror i could see my belly am loving it so much but the confidence i had a few minutes ago are gone I stand there watching how my body is making changes every day until James come from the bathroom when I had him I pull my t shirt to cover my self he stand there " are you hiding yourself from me" he ask walking to me " baby I know every inch of your body more than you do" he pulls me to himself he is in a tower only he pull the t shirt it fell down i stand there " so beautiful " I can see his bone in his towel
"You still find me beautiful " i ask him to make sure he is not lying " you are the most attractive woman in my eyes and that will never change don't doubt yourself ever again " he say touching my nipple which is now hard staring at him " then show me " i stare at him I could see fire in his eyes he pulls me for a kiss and he just showed me how much he love me on the bed before he left for work saying he is late and am the one to blame
" hey girl" Emily yells when I come down since to day it was kinda cold outside i try to wear warm clothes but my pants are starting not to fit i need some clothes
We left Alice is sitting in the back typing on her phone all the way
" and Leila ...…" the doctor said still looking at the screen in front of her
" what is something wrong " i ask scared that my baby is not okay
" no no you see this one" dr pierce said pointing at the screen that's your baby "and you see this one " she point to another on the screen " that's your baby number two " she smiles at me if it's was possible my eyes would be out of my head right now i stare at he wide eyed
" you mean she is having twins" Emily asked who got Alice's attention " what twins "!she got close to us
"Yes Leila you are having twins" I don't know how to feel about this but am happy
The doctor pass me a napkin to clean my self
" any questions " she ask me
" vomiting is not decreasing and am more tired everyday no appetite " i describe all I've been feeling at her
" am going to write you some medicine that are going to help but try and eat remember you are eating for three people now " she goes outside Emily hugs me " am so proud of you " I know am grateful for them being here with me but I wish James was with me to share these news with me " you know it's his loss right we are here for you "Alice said hug me too
After talking to the doctor and everything we left did some shopping for thanksgiving after we went to a a restaurant to have some food
" start talking what's wrong " i ask Alice who look at me as if she don't know what am talking about
" don't think we haven't noticed how you are on your phone the whole day and you've been acting strangely "Emily said eating on her food Alice puts down her phone " it's Juliet " she starts and we stare at her Alice never had relationships drama before if it's not walking she walks away but we could see that's different with Juliet she really loves her
" she is been distant and when I asked her she just brush it off but now she is hiding her phone from me she is being so secretive " she explains
" maybe she going through some things but she loves you Alice we can see that" i try to explain
" just give her some time maybe she will comes around but that girl is crazy about you " Emily explained we are trying to explain to her
We talked about everything going on in our lives until Emily looked like she saw a ghost on her phone she stare at us " oh….. guys "
" what happened " i ask her drinking my chocolate milk " I think you need to see this "
She gives us her phone and it's the headline that got our attention my phone is ringing Alice's phone is ringing
"The CEO of the Diwans company James Diwans a young CEO is now off the market he is happily engaged to the First Lady of The Keating family Juliet Keating "In the morning I wake up feeling nauseous I push the covers rune to the bathroom vomit James come after me sleepy " baby what ...…. Shit" he pulls my hair back back as i vomit I didn't eat anything last night and am vomit to an empty stomach which course it to hurst after I flush the toilet lean against it tired closing my eyes he gives me the brush with toothpaste to brush my teeth I stand up James holds me even though am weak but am capable of standing on my own but I lean against his chest after brushing my teeth we go back to the bedroom I sit down on the bed " is it like this every morning " James ask me sitting next me " yeah it can happen even during the day am being used to it " I lean on the head-bed closing my eyes " anything you want to eat " James ask me "oatmeal and fruit with yoghurt with chocolate milk " i answer " for breakfast " he ask again when I didn't answer he left I take my phone go through instagram and go through our group chat text the girls who wants to come with me to the hospital for doctors appointment after a few minutes they all agreed we make plans to hangout the whole day I told them that am staying at James's Emily agreed to pick up Alice and they will pick me up after
" here is your breakfast baby" James place the food trey on the bed with everything I told him I begin with my fruits I eat and the baby let me have everything i wanted James was drinking coffee only " you are not having breakfast " i ask him he just shake his head after he takes the trey back he goes to the bathroom to take a shower I sit there but I stand up pulling the t-shirt over my head remained in my underwear i stare at my self in the mirror i could see my belly am loving it so much but the confidence i had a few minutes ago are gone I stand there watching how my body is making changes every day until James come from the bathroom when I had him I pull my t shirt to cover my self he stand there " are you hiding yourself from me" he ask walking to me " baby I know every inch of your body more than you do" he pulls me to himself he is in a tower only he pull the t shirt it fell down i stand there " so beautiful " I can see his bone in his towel
"You still find me beautiful " i ask him to make sure he is not lying " you are the most attractive woman in my eyes and that will never change don't doubt yourself ever again " he say touching my nipple which is now hard staring at him " then show me " i stare at him I could see fire in his eyes he pulls me for a kiss and he just showed me how much he love me on the bed before he left for work saying he is late and am the one to blame
" hey girl" Emily yells when I come down since to day it was kinda cold outside i try to wear warm clothes but my pants are starting not to fit i need some clothes
We left Alice is sitting in the back typing on her phone all the way
" and Leila ...…" the doctor said still looking at the screen in front of her
" what is something wrong " i ask scared that my baby is not okay
" no no you see this one" dr pierce said pointing at the screen that's your baby "and you see this one " she point to another on the screen " that's your baby number two " she smiles at me if it's was possible my eyes would be out of my head right now i stare at he wide eyed
" you mean she is having twins" Emily asked who got Alice's attention " what twins "!she got close to us
"Yes Leila you are having twins" I don't know how to feel about this but am happy
The doctor pass me a napkin to clean my self
" any questions " she ask me
" vomiting is not decreasing and am more tired everyday no appetite " i describe all I've been feeling at her
" am going to write you some medicine that are going to help but try and eat remember you are eating for three people now " she goes outside Emily hugs me " am so proud of you " I know am grateful for them being here with me but I wish James was with me to share these news with me " you know it's his loss right we are here for you "Alice said hug me too
After talking to the doctor and everything we left did some shopping for thanksgiving after we went to a a restaurant to have some food
" start talking what's wrong " i ask Alice who look at me as if she don't know what am talking about
" don't think we haven't noticed how you are on your phone the whole day and you've been acting strangely "Emily said eating on her food Alice puts down her phone " it's Juliet " she starts and we stare at her Alice never had relationships drama before if it's not walking she walks away but we could see that's different with Juliet she really loves her
" she is been distant and when I asked her she just brush it off but now she is hiding her phone from me she is being so secretive " she explains
" maybe she going through some things but she loves you Alice we can see that" i try to explain
" just give her some time maybe she will comes around but that girl is crazy about you " Emily explained we are trying to explain to her
We talked about everything going on in our lives until Emily looked like she saw a ghost on her phone she stare at us " oh….. guys "
" what happened " i ask her drinking my chocolate milk " I think you need to see this "
She gives us her phone and it's the headline that got our attention my phone is ringing Alice's phone is ringing
"The CEO of the Diwans company James Diwans a young CEO is now off the market he is happily engaged to the First Lady of The Keating family Juliet Keating "