Chapter 78

I watched as they left and sat on the bed. I had a lot to think about. Being back in their lives and having them back in mine. How their love for me hadn't changed. And the offer they made. How much that meant to me. I knew they were both jealous men. And for them to sincerely give me this told me more than they knew. I watched as the sun began to set. There was a quiet knock on my door.

"Come in."

Thor walked into the room and shut the door, not sure about how I would be. I looked at him and smiled wide. He had a way of making the world and all my problems go away. He quietly came and sat next to me on the bed. He was being very un-Thor like.

"Loki talked to me. About you still loving and wanting them and giving them a chance. I will say that part of me is so happy to hear that. You were all good for each other before this. But part of me is disappointed. But I am happy for you, Ariane."

I smiled. "Yes, we're going to try again." I let the smile fade and stood and looked at him seriously. "Loki obviously didn't tell you everything. He said you were broadcasting pretty loudly at him. How you loved me, how you kissed me and then I kissed you back. How you wanted me. How I wanted you. He knew it all days ago. They've given us a gift if you want it. I guess it's double edged. They've given us one night, free from any restrictions, and it won't damage anything. They're perfectly fine with it. I opened my doors again, and I could feel it. I needed to know if it was true, that they wouldn't let jealousy ruin everything between me and them, and you and them. It's true that it won't.

So, you have the option to spend tonight with me, make love to me like you want to. But the edge is that it's only one night. I can't see either of them being ok with more than that. I leave the choice up to you because in this case, you're the one that'll be hurt in the end, to know what it feels like to have what you want so much, but you won't be able to have me like that again. I'm scared that after this you won't want to be around me because it's too much of a reminder. Thor, I don't want to lose you because of sex. You mean to much to me."

Thor tipped his head back, closed his eyes, and took a deep breath. I knew he was internally warring with himself. Without opening his eyes, he asked "And Loki is okay with this? I do not want to lose my brother. If he truly is not, I will not do this. I will not hurt him."

"Yes, he's ok with this. He feels that you saved us all by saving me. He knows that you were the only one who could reach me, heal me. And he feels it's the least he can do, and it's a way of saying how much he appreciates you helping me. Thor, I don't want you hurt and I don't want to lose you. But if you want me, I'm more than open to it."

Thor swallowed and nodded. He still hadn't opened his eyes, almost like if he did then it would be a dream, and it would all disappear. 

"I want this with you. I know this night is something I will treasure. And you won't lose me. I can relive tonight every time I hold you. And trust me, the memories will be amazing."

I laughed and while he'd sat there thinking, I'd taken off my clothes. When he finally lowered his head and opened his eyes, they got wide as he saw I was naked. He licked his lips, and his eyes took in every curve, the way my nipples had already hardened. He stood and walked to me and brushed his fingers over my nipples. I moaned and arched into him, wanting more of his touch. 

He drew a shaky breath and took me in his arms, his hands gliding over my skin, feeling me. He took my mouth in a kiss, and it wasn't like the kiss we shared before. This one was passion and lust. Love and sweetness. Bites and violence. When it ended, we were both breathing hard, and I was more than turned on. I took his hand and led him to the bed. I let go of his hand and crawled across the bed and leaned against the headboard. I spread my legs, letting him see how wet I was. "You have too many clothes on Thor."

His hands shook as he took off his T-shirt and sweats. I gave a small smile. Like his brother, he didn't bother with underwear. Thor was magnificent to see. Muscled and tanned. And oh so large. Just as long as Bucky but thicker. I knew I would stretch for him to fit and that excited me. More of my wetness gleamed on my pussy. I got up and crawled over to him. I took his cock in my hands and heard him draw a deep breath. I licked his tip and when he moaned, I shoved him deep into my mouth. With his thickness it did stretch my jaw some but not uncomfortably. I took him all the way to the root. Every inch was inside my mouth and down my throat. He gave a cry.

"Oh fuck. By Odin, how do you do that? No woman has been able to handle how big I am let alone how long when taking me in their mouth."

I let him slide out of my mouth, running my tongue over his tip again. "No gag reflex and a big mouth." Then I shoved him down my throat hard and fast. I cupped his balls in my hand and worked his cock with my mouth, taking him deep over and over, every inch of him. He tangled his hands in my hair and gasped every time he hit the back of my throat. I felt him tensing and knew he was close to coming. 

"Gods Ariane, please stop. I'm going to come, and I want to do so much more with you first." 

At his words I grabbed his ass and moved my head faster, pushing him in as deep as I could. I looked up at him through my lashes and saw him watching his cock going in and out of my mouth. I moved his hips until he was fucking my mouth, trusting into me. He threw his back as he started to come. I swallowed every drop and ran his cock over my lips. He was still hard as steel. I knelt up, making sure to rub my breasts against him. I took his hands and put them on my tits. I felt him squeeze and I moaned. He rolled my nipples in his fingers, and I gasped out his name. He jerked when he heard his name, pulling my nipple and pinching in reflex. I arched into him wanting more. He realized I liked it rough and grinned. He pushed me back on the bed, taking me by surprise. He settled his body on top of me and I hooked my legs over his hips.