Ch. 1: What happened??

Hello my name is Yuri Kitagawa, age 17, F and I'm in love with my teacher named Hana Shirogane, age 33, F. we met when she came to teach me literature and I think she's the most beautiful woman on earth, she's kind and patient and caring, her eyes are so expressive, the way she smiles at you makes you feel special and warm inside. The other day we went to watch a movie together but it was raining and the sky was darkening so we decided to go back home before it got any worse. When we were walking back, I accidentally brushed her hand and her skin felt so soft, I thought I must have imagined that because Hana is always so strict with me about not touching people but then our fingers touched again... and this time it was Hana who took hold of my hand. We held hands for the rest of the walk, neither of us letting go and neither of us pulling away. After we reached the front door to my apartment we just stood there awkwardly, looking everywhere but each other, not even saying hello to each other. It was really awkward and I'm pretty sure Hana felt embarrassed too but she didn't say anything. At first I thought maybe she was waiting for me to let go of her hand so I could do it myself but then she slowly moved closer, until our chests were touching, and I closed the gap. As soon as our lips met everything else melted away and I didn't want to let go, even though my heart was racing so fast I could barely breathe. So I kissed Hana harder, feeling how she moaned against my lips and my hands started moving up and down her back, caressing her body, while hers ran through my hair. We stayed like that for what seemed forever and then finally Hana pulled away slightly to talk. "Are you okay?" She asked quietly. Her face was bright red and her breathing was quick and shallow. It made me smile because I knew how she was getting worked up over something and now she had no idea if I liked the kiss or not. "Yes," I said and smiled softly. But then my face turned serious again and I asked, "Do you regret kissing me?" Hana frowned and tilted her head to the side. "No why would I?" She asked me and then shook her head. "You're such an amazing girl, Yuri. And you're so sweet, and funny, and smart-" She stopped talking as I leaned in and kissed her again. "Thank you." I whispered against her lips and then kissed her one last time before going into my bedroom to change. I wanted to be sure Hana was really okay after this embarrassing moment.

When I returned from changing into my nightgown Hana was still sitting on my bed where I'd left her. I sat next to her, close enough so we were almost touching. I put my arm around her shoulders and she rested her head on my shoulder. We sat like that for awhile and talked for a little bit more. Then Hana yawned and I knew it was time for her to go to sleep. "Well I should probably get some sleep too," Hana said. "Don't stay up too late, I need my beauty sleep!" I giggled and kissed her goodnight. "Goodnight." She replied as she crawled under the covers and hugged my pillow. I laid down next to her and wrapped my arms around her waist. We lay awake for several minutes, Hana snuggling up against me, before either one of us fell asleep. The next morning I woke up with her in my arms, tangled up in all of my blankets and pillows, and couldn't help smiling as I watched her peacefully sleeping.

Writer: seriously what happened??

To Be Continued...