I don't think I can calculate how much this changed my point of view of the world, how the series can be so much "alive", when I read this the first time, I don't imagine it like a "novel" or a "book", on my mind, it's like seeing someone struggling, the protagonist seems alive, like me and you, real struggles, real relationships, nothing about this seems fake, or make up, I don't know how to put it in words because it's so difficult to put, but this Novel changed my life. This is true