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Starvation IV

Just as the aftermath settled, instant regret washed over me. It was to a level I couldn't comprehend, one that I hadn't experienced before now.

While he cried, I wobbled deeper into the alleyway we took as a home, escaping my guilt, escaping them.

Thoughts plagued me for what I had done as my faltering steps echoed in the silence.

'What… No, I was—I'm not like this. This isn't me.'

'Why did I do that?'

I was never someone who would hit my kids; I never laid my hands on them, not even once…

'It's not my fault; it's because I was tense—the hunger, those junkies—they were the ones at fault, not me. Yes, I did nothing wrong. I'm a victim.'

I fell down to the ground, knees scraping against the cold. 

'…Our lives weren't supposed to be like this. We don't deserve this!'

My hands reached out to my face as I covered my mouth, and after a moment, a guttural scream left my dry throat.

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