Comments of chapter undefined of Why Should I Stop Being a Villain

i guess the reason why asher avoided helena's memory reading so much was because of his past life; where helena reads his memory and saw his madness and was influence by it, turning mad and a "threat" to humanity, ultimately becoming a 'regret' like Nathan's was to Asher i dont think it was because she will oppose him if she knew his madness, bcuz 1 asher didn't react murderously when he mention her and second, bcuz she was family. and a villain asher was, he was still very kind toward his own family. or amelia would have been dead by now if not for his kindness for his friend damian hahahaha