12. Chapter 12
Next moment a tight Slap on his cheek compelled him to expel out all the contents from his mouth…..he touched his cheek, looked up and next moment a stunned whisper came out from his mouth as…
Abhijeet: Daya!...
He was greeted by another Slap on his face with a loud shout as...
Daya: chup!...bilkul chup...agar ek bhi labz munh se nikala to bohot bura ho jayega...bohot hi bura...pehle ek baat batao...yeh kya kar rahe the tum?...(grabbed him tightly from his shoulders)...bolo...(jerked him badly)...jawab do...yeh kya karnewale the tum?...(released him with a jerk)...yahan main din raat ek karke tumhe theek karne ki koshish kar raha hoon...aur tum yahan...chi...chi Abhijeet chi...shame on you...
Abhijeet tried to say something feebly as...
Abhijeet: Daya main...meri baat to...
Daya(in anger and hurt): kya sunu Abhijeet?...aur kyun sunu?...kya?...kya sunana chahte ho tum mujhe haan?...yeh hi na tum aaj itna kamzor pas gaye ho ki apne dard ke saamne tumhe kisi aur ke dard nazar nahin aa raha?...kya karne chale the tum haan?...kya?...
He again Slapped him in pain...he was not able to keep control over himself...he again shouted in pain...
Daya: kya...kya lagta hain tumhe ki tum akele sirf dard mein ho?...tumhe is halat mein dekhke mujhe nahin hain?...ACP sir ko nahin hain?...(Abhijeet looked up towards him with jerk)...us din thoda dant diye the to kya pyar nahin karte tumhe?...tumhe kya lagta hain?...tumhe takleef mein dekhke hum bohot khush hain?...tumhe ehsus bhi hain ki tumhe dard mein dekhke hum par kya beet raha hain...phir bhi hum apne takleef bhulake, din raat ek karke tumhe wapas lane ki koshish kar rahe hain...aur tum...chi!...
Abhijeet again tried to say something as...
Abhijeet: Daya tum mere baat to...
Daya(cut him in anger): kya bologe?...kya safai doge?...kya laga tha tumhe?...kya main tumhe itna bewakoof lagta hoon ki tum apne jaan dene ke liye kuch bhi drama karoge aur mujhe kuch bhi samajh nahin aayega?...mana tum jaisa nahin par aqal mujh mein bhi hain Abhijeet...aaj to bohot dimag chala tha tumhara...bohot hi soch samajh kar mujhe bahar bhejne ka plan banaya tha tumne...kitna determined the tum Abhijeet...par kash...kash tumne apna yeh dimag aur determination khudko wapas pane ke liye istemal karte...to mujhe aaj ka din dekhna nahin padta Abhijeet...kabhi nahin...
Abhijeet closed his eyes in pain...he was feeling extremely ashamed now for his own act now...he now whispered in painful tone...
Abhijeet: Daya I am sorry yaar...main woh...
He was compelled to stop as again a tight slap fell on his cheek...the corner of his lips got raptured and blood came out from the wound...Daya exclaimed in extreme pain...
Daya: kal tak...kal tak mujhe pura bharosa tha ki DCP Chitrolle ko jo challenge diya tha, ek saal ke andar tumhe wapas senior inspector Abhijeet banane ka, woh main hi jeetunga kyun ki mujhe vishwas tha ki mere bhai bohot strong hain...woh asaani se haar mannewalon mein se nahin hain...par aaj tumne mere us vishwas ko buri tarah thes pahuchaya hain Abhijeet...main haar gaya Abhijeet...main haar gaya aaj...tumne mujhe hara diya...us criminal ke nafrat ke saamne mera dosti haar gaya...I am a looser...looser...looser
Abhijeet tried to hug him but Daya jerked him away with...
Daya: mat chuna mujhe...door raho mujhse tum...pass mat aana mera...mera bhai itna kamzor nahin ho sakta...tum Abhijeet ho sakte ho...par mera Abhi nahin...kabhi nahin...kabhi bhi nahin...
He rushed out from the house while covering his face in his palms...one line was revolving in his mind as...
Kabhi toot gaya tab bhi aise hi sambhal lena Daya...
The line raised his pain and he turned towards Abhijeet with a painful...
Daya: ghar mein chaku hain...humare spare guns bhi hain...chuha marne ki dawai bhi hain...kar lena jo chaho...tum azaad ho apne saath kuch bhi karne ke liye...kyun ki tum par to kisi aur ka koi bhi haq hota hi nahin hain...main jaa raha hoon...tum wahin karo jo tumhare marzi hain...
He rushed out in rapid steps...Abhijeet tried to follow him but stopped as he was feeling a very high pain in his leg wound...he could have ignored it but he heard car igniting sound outside the house which sped off...
Feeling dejected, he sat down on the floor again and began to cry with sound...he was feeling too much anger on himself and wanted to punish himself badly for hurting his brother so much by his foolish yet nasty act...
He felt that Daya's anger was right...what he had done was not right and was not easy to forgive...his brother always considered him strong and had never expected such a nasty step from him...aaaaahhhhh!...he must not have risen such nasty step...
At that moment, the split water and those pills which had expelled out from his mouth due to Daya's Slap attracted his gaze...they were lying on floor beside him...although he had got three strong Slaps on his by Daya, he was not feeling angry on him...rather than he was feeling happy that Daya still loved him and wanted to get him back at any cost...no no he must not lose this opportunity...he must grab Daya's hand...
He forwarded his hand towards his mobile and thought to make a call to Daya...bur stopped the next moment remembering something...he patted his own head and whispered...
Abhijeet: oh shit!...Daya ka mobile ro maine pani mein phenk diya...ab kya karu?...haan ek kaam karta hoon Apurv ko phone lagata hoon...shayad uske pass gaya ho...
He immediately unlocked his mobile and made a call to Apurv...Apurv picked up the call after four or five bells and said...
Apurv: haan Abhijeet bolo...kaisi hain tabiyat ab?...
Abhijeet: haan yaar main theek hoon...
Apurv: to phir mujhe kyun call kiya bhai?...nahin mera matlab log to doctor ko sirf tab hi phone karta hain jab tabiyat kharab ho...par mere dost to sahi salamat haina?...
Abhijeet(impatiently): Apurv main mazak ke mood pe bilkul nahin hoon...mujhe tumse yeh poochna tha ki...
He stopped as he could not decide whether to tell Apurv regarding that matter or not?...but his tension was not allowing him to be silent so he asked after a lot of hesitation...
Abhijeet: Apurv woh...woh mujhe poochna tha ki...actually yaar...
Apurv: kya baat hain Abhijeet?...tum itna hichkhicha kyun rahe ho?...jo bolna hain bol do yaar...
Abhijeet: actually yaar...ummmmm...yaar Daya tumhare wahan hain kya?...
Apurv(in shock): Daya?...nahin to...woh ghar mein nahin hain kya?...
Abhijeet(with hesitation): nahin yaar...actually humare beech thoda aan baan ho gaya hain...(Apurv suppressed his smile)...to gusse mein ghar chodke chala gaya hain...ab tum hi batao main kahan dhundu use...
Apurv: ummmmmm...tum chinta mat karo yaar...mil jayega yaar tumhara bhai...gaya hoga aas pass hi...aa jayega...don't worry...
Abhijeet: par Apurv...
Apurv(in strict tone): Abhijeet...maine kaha na just relax...chalo apni aankhe bandh karo...aur ek lambi saans lo...come on!...
Abhijeet closed his eyes and then took a deep breath...he felt that his sinus, which was running fast, now lowering down slowly...Apurv sensed this and said in soft tone...
Apurv: Abhijeet kya hua hain haan?...itna pareshan kyun ho?...Daya gaya hoga aas pass kahin...aa jayega...(in suspicious tone)...kuch hua hain kya tum dono ke beech?...
Abhijeet closed his eyes in pain and shame as all the scene appeared in front of him again...but he managed to keep his tone normal...
Abhijeet: nahin nahin Apurv...k...kya hoga?...hum dono ke beech sab kuch normal hain...
Apurv: hmmmmmmm...ok...accha Abhijeet main ab rakhta hoon...mujhe patients attend karna hain...tum Daya aate hi mujhe foren call karna haan?...accha tum Daya ko phone kar lo na?...main karu?...
Abhijeet(instantly): nahin...nahin...tum phone mat karna...
Apurv(shocked): kya hua hain Abhijee?...sab kuch theek to haina?...
Abhijeet(in embarrassed tone): actually Daya ka mobile aaj pani mein gir gaya...(in low tone)...mere haath se...(Apurv raised his eyebrow)...to phone ghar mein hi hain...
Apurv: accha theek hain...par tum Daya ka laut aate hi mujhe call karna...theek hain?...aur khayal rakhna...apna bhi...aur Daya ka bhi...
The line disconnected at the very next moment...Abhijeet sighed and said in low painful tone...
Abhijeet: kash main uska khayal rakh pata Apurv...aur kash main khud ka khayal rakh pata...
He hid his face in between his knees and began to weep silently...he was missing Daya badly...and was too much worried for him...along with that he was angry with himself...how could he do so?...HOW?...
He stood up in rash and began to throw all the things kept in the room in different directions...his head was almost bursting due to anger...a stabbing pain was throbbing in his head...and his anger, his frustration and his mental pain was increasing it with span of time...
After a while it was seen that all the things present in his room was lying here and there, scattered...the glass furnitures had become mere pieces of glass...and the light wooden furnitures were lying in pieces...
After devastating the room totally, Abhijeet again sat down on floor with a thud...tears of helplessness were rolling down by his cheeks...he did not wipe them away but some painful whisper came out from his mouth as...
Abhijeet: Daya kahan hain yaar?...wapas aa jana yaar...please?...
He again burst into painful sobs, burying his face in his palms...
On the other hand, Apurv put down the mobile and said after looking towards the person sitting in front...
Apurv: congratulations ACP sir...humare plan kamiyab ho gaya...Abhijeet ne suicide Attempt kar liya hain...
ACP sir: aur ab uae samajh aa gaya hain ki uske zindagi mein Daya ka kya ahmiyat hain...haina?...
Apurv: haan...suna na aapne ki kitna pareshani tha uske awaaz mein...
Dr. Salunkhe: woh to accha hua ki woh doodhwala woh chitthi milte hi humare pass aa gaya...warna agar Abhijeet ke pass sach mein woh zeher ki pills le leta to bohot gadbad ho jata...bohot hi khatarnak zeher hain woh...munh mein dalte hi maut ho sakta tha...
ACP sir: thank you yaar Salunkhe...tu ne waqt pe zeher wali bottle ke saath suger cube wale bottle se badal diya tha...main kaise tera shukar...
Dr. Salunkhe: nahin boss...kabhi nahin...mujhe shukriya kehne se behtar yeh hi hoga ki tum Abhijeet ko wapas lane mein zyada dhyan se to...rahi baat Abhijeet ki...arey woh to mera bhi bete jaise haina?...chahe jitna lad loon, jhagad loon...(in moist tone)...bura bhala keh doon...par yaar use dil se beta manta hoon main bhi...ek baap ka dil hain mere seene mein bhi...jahan use takleef mein dekhke dard hota hain...bohot dard...
ACP sir silently wrapped his friend in a warm hug...Dr. Salunkhe silently said in painful tone...
Dr. Salunkhe: yaar woh bohot dard mein hain...bohot...us din jab hospital mein dekhne gaya tha na maine use to uske aankhon mein jo dard, jo tadap dekha tha na main...barbar saamne aa jata hain aankhe bandh karte hi...
Apurv: chalo accha hain...second step to complete hua Abhijeet ke treatment ki...
ACP sir: haan...hum ek kadam aur aage badhe apne Abhijeet ko wapas pane ki taraf...
Apurv: ACP sir itna khush hone ki zaroorat nahin hain...abhi bhi there is a long way to go...
ACP sir: haan woh to hain...but aise ek ek kadam chalke hi to hum ek din manzeel tak pahuchenge...jahan...(in dreamy tone)...humara Abhijeet ek baar phir humare saath hoga bureau mein...pehle ki tarah khush...pehle ki tarah firm, brave aur strong...mujhe us fin ka bohot besabri se intezaar hain...woh theek to ho jayega na?...
Apurv(in soft tone after a sigh): main nahin janta ACP sir...par itna zaroor janta hoon ki woh koshish zaroor kar raha hain...
ACP sir: koshish se hi to kamiyabi milta haina Apurv?...pata hain mujhe woh ek na ek din zaroor wapas aayega...mujhe pura vishwas hain us par...
Dr. Salunkhe: par Pradyuman kya tumhe nahin lagta ki hum is plan mein Daya ko bhi shamil karna chahiye tha?...
Apurv: nahin Dr. Salunkhe...Daya bhi to ek insan hain...use bhi apne dard ka izhaar karne ka pura haq hain...hume is waqt Abhijeet ke dard dikh raha hain sirf par hume yeh nahin bhoolna chahiye ki Abhijeet ko is halat mein dekhke Daya kitna takleef mein hain...woh apne guilt mein pal pal ghut raha hain ki kyun usne usdin Abhijeet ko akela choda tha?...aur aaj usne Abhijeet ke saath jo bhi kiya, use jo bhi kaha woh gusse ke aadh mein uska dard tha...sirf dard...
ACP sir: pata hain aaj ghar se nikalne ke baad woh beach pe jake baitha tha...kitna ro raha tha woh...isliye hi to main woh neend ki goli...
Daya was sitting on a rock in the beach, crying out his heart with some painful whispers as...
Daya: kyun kiya tumne aisa Abhi?...kyun kiya?...kya ek baar bhi tumhe mere khayal nahin aaya ki main tumhare bina kaise jeeunga?...ya phir tum sach mein mante ho ki main hi zimmedar main hoon?...tumhe lagta hain ki maine jaan bujhke tumhe akela choda tha usdin taki woh log tumhe kidnap kar sake?...par yeh sach nahin hain yaar...main itna bhi bewaafai nahin kar sakta yaar tumhare saath...to phir kyun boss?...kyun itna paraya kar diya mujhe tumne...KYUN?...
Suddenly he felt a soft touch on his shoulder so he turned around after wiping his tears and discovered ACP sir standing behind him...he sat down beside Daya and said...
ACP sir: kya hua hain mere bete ko?...woh itna ro kyun rahe hain haan?...
This soft loving tone broke the dike of tolerance of Daya...he again burst out in tears and said in painful tone...
Daya: aaj main haar gaya sir...haar gaya main...meri dosti haar gaya sir...us jan*** ke nafrat ke aage mera pyar haar gaya sir...Abhi ne khid saabit kar diya hain teh baat...
ACP sir(with concern): Daya dekho aisa nahin kehte...tum to Abhijeet ka dar, uska dard samajhte ho na beta?...to aaj aisa kyun kar rahe ho?...aur hua kya hain aakhir?...kuch kaha hain kya Abhijeet ne tumhe?...
Daya(in tears): usne usse bhi ghatiya kaam kiya hain sir...itna ghatiya ki main kabhi soch bhi nahin sakta tha...
ACP sir: kyun beta?...aisa kya kar diya hain usne jo tum aise baat kar rahe ho?...
Daya(sobbing): sir...sir...Abhijeet ne aaj...sir Abhijeet ne aaj suicide Attempt ki hain...
ACP sir was really shocked...although he knew that those pills could never harm Abhijeet as they had changed the bottle...but he too had not thought that his son could take such harsh step...though he knew about his mental condition and Apurv had warned him, but he had a ray of hope deep inside his heart that they would not need the step...he had thought that his Abhijeet was strong enough to fight against all these, becoming the winner...but now he realized that even the strongest stone of the earth had any weak point...and his brave soldier Abhijeet too had one...his SELF RESPECT...the attack was not only done on his body...but was done on his mind, his confidence, on his self respect and on HIM...breaking him from the core...{Krittz: di here is the answer of your question)...
ACP sir did not say anything but took out a bottle of water towards Daya with a soft...
ACP sir: yeh lo pani pee lo...thoda accha lagega...
Daya, without any objection, took the bottle and took some sips of water...he still was feeling numb due to that incident he dealt with some hours ago...he again said...
Daya: pata hain sir...kitna dimag lagake usne mujhe ghar se bahar bheja?...pehle to mujhse kaha ki aap ne mujhe bureau bulaya hain...phir main confirm na kar loon isliye mera mobile jaan bujhke pani mein phenk diya...(in tears)...mujhe tab hi shaq ho gaya tha sir...isliye main gaya hi nahin...peeche ki darwaze se ghuske uspe nazar rakhne laga...(looking towards ACP sir)...main ek accha bhai nahin ban paya sir...kabhi nahin...isliye mujhe aaj yeh nazare dekhna pada...main kabhi Abhi ko bacha hi nahin pata sir...na 21 saal pehle kidnap hone se bacha paya tha aur na hi 2 mahine pehle bacha paya...kyun sir kyun?...kyun mera naseeb itna kharab hain ki barbar mere hi aankhon ke saamne mere hi bhai ka kidnapping hota hain aur main kuch nahin kar pata?...har baar kidnapping ke baad un kidnappers ne uske zindagi barbaad karne mein koi kasoor nahin choda hain...aur main...
He, all of a sudden, began to feel dizzy...ACP sir, sensing that, grabbed him tightly...Daya lost his consciousness after a while, still murmuring...
Daya: main accha bhai nahin hoon sir...kabhi nahin...
ACP sir looked at him with teary gaze and whispered in pain...
ACP sir: mujhe maaf kar dena beta...mujhe majbooran tumhe sedatives mila hua pani peelana pada...Abhijeet ko wapas lane ki taraf ek kadam badhane ke liye mere pass koi aur rasta nahin tha...
He gently carried him in his car and drove to his house...
A gentle touch on his shoulder brought ACP sir back from his trance...it was Dr. Salunkhe 's hand...he said in soft tone...
Dr. Salunkhe: chinta mat karo...Daya ab sirf naraz hain...woh hi sambhal lega Abhijeet ko...
ACP sir: hmmmmmmm...waise ise hosh kab aayega?...
Apurv: mind stressed tha to Maine heavy dose sedatives diya hain...hosh to ise shaam tak hi aayega...
Dr. Salunkhe: par yaar Apurv...Abhijeet kya tab tak akela rahega?...agar usne phir se aisa waisa kuch kar liya to?...
Apurv Dr. Salunkhe mujhe nahin lagta woh aisa kuch karega...use ab tak ehsaas ho gaya hoga ki Daya pe uska aisa kadam se kya asar padega...aur woh Daya ka nuksan kisi bhi keemat pe nahin chahega...
ACP sir: to kya woh normal zindagi ki taraf wapas aayega ab?...
Apurv(with a sigh): I don't think so ACP sir...maine kaha na we still have to go a long way to achieve our target...Abhijeet ko samajh mein aa gaya hain ki Daya yske liye aur woh Daya ke liye kya keemat rakhta hain par usne abhi bhi apna dard kisi se bhi nahin banta...aur jab tak use is dard se chutkara nahin milega woh normal nahin ho sakta...and I don't think it will be so easy to do...na hi uska dil abhi bhi halka hua hain aur na hi woh us khaufnak hadse se bahar aa paya hain...I am sorry to say bhi it is true that Abhijeet ab bhi us hadse mein hi hain...uske mind mein barbar woh hi incident repeat ho raha hain...aur har baar use usi dard se guzaarna padta hain...aur isi baat use recover nahin hone de raha hain...
ACP sir: to kya ab kuch nahin kar sakte hum?...
Apurv: dekhiye ACP sir...hum ek hi cheez kar sakte ab...aur woh hain intezaar...aap sab jante hain ki time is the best healer of any wound...yahan bhi woh hi hoga sir...bas aap log use khudko sambhalne ki thoda waqt dijiye...tab hi woh ek baar phir apni zimmedari sambhal payega...aur aaj jo step humne liya uske baad use kuch waqt chahiye...kyun ki yeh step uske liye bohot devastating tha...theek hain?...
ACP sir and Dr. Salunkhe only nodded while staring towards the door of the room where Daya was sleeping peacefully...
Daya woke up at the evening and found himself in ACP sir's house...he was looking around the room when ACP sir entered the room, sat beside him and said...
ACP sir: arey Daya...uth gaye tum?...ab tabiyat kaisi hain?...
Daya: Main theek hoon sir...(remembering the incident again)...mujhe kahan kuch hota hain?...ab main chalta hoon sir...Abhijeet akela hain...
He rushed out from the house while covering his face by his palms...he was terribly angry, hurt, sad, helpless, guilty and HEARTBROKEN...he was not understanding what to do the next...but only feeling to destroy each and every thing which he came across...
He entered the house after two hours...he rang the doorbell several times but Abhijeet did not open the door...so he brought out his keys and burst open the door...he, in unsteady steps, made his way inside the house, searching for his brother...but his brother was seen nowhere...
He, with unsteady steps, went to his brother's room and was stunned to see the total room messy...Abhijeet was sleeping aside, curled like an unborn baby in the womb...some tears were still present in corner of his eyes and he was still murmuring something...Daya, with difficulty, bent and brought his ears near his mouth to listen...
Abhijeet: Daya...Daya...mujhe chodke mat jaao Daya...I am sorry...please maaf kar do mujhe...mujhe chodke mat jaao...Daya please?...please wapas aa jaao...Daya please?...
Daya looked towards him and felt sorry for him...he shook him lightly and said in soft tone...
Daya: Ab...Abhi...I am so...so...sorry...me...mere bhai...
Abhijeet sat up with a jerk sensing Daya's presence beside him...a sweet yet teary smile appeared on his face but it soon vanished feeling something...he said in shocked tone...
Abhijeet: Daya tum...tumne sharab piya hain?...
Daya(in guilty tone): Haan Abhi...mujhe maaf kar do please...main...main bohot thak gaya hoon yaar...kya ho gaya yeh sab?...humne kisi ka kya bigada tha yaar?...hum to...(lying on Abhijeet's lap)...hum to kitna khush the na Abhi...CID ki job, Mujreem ko saza dilwana, victims ko nyay dilwana...in sab mein hi to khush the na him...phir yeh sab kya ho gaya yaar?...
Abhijeet silently put his hand on his head and began to ruffle his hairs silently...he tried to to say something when Daya cut him with...
Daya: nahin Abhi...bolne do aaj mujhe...jo dil mein hain...mujhe bolne do yaar...Abhi...
Abhijeet: hmmmmmmm...main yahin hoon bhai...
Daya(grabbing his hand): Abhi please mujhe maaf kar do...main tumhe bacha nahin paya...main nahin janta yeh sab kyun hua tumhare saath?...aur kisne kiya?...(Abhijeet jerked)...par pata hain yaar...jab maine tumhe us raat maine tumhe pehli baar dekha tha na...behosh, chehra jala hua, dara hua, sehma hua...main bohot dar gaya tha yaar...
Daya shouted in pain...
Daya: ABHIJEET!...
He rushed towards his brother who was tied with the chair tightly and untied him...although he was feeling uncomfortable feeling the burnt face of his brother but his concern took over his uncomfortability...he patted his cheeks to bring his sense back with...
Daya: Abhijeet...Abhi...boss...hosh mein aao...
But in response, Abhijeet jerked badly in scare with a painful whisper...
Abhijeet: na...nahin...chod do mujhe...please...aisa mat karo...dard...bohot dard hota hain...please chod do...Daya aao na yaar...kahan ho tum?...
He gradually lost his sense...seeing him in this condition, Daya suppressed his tears and gently picked him up in his arms and whispered...
Daya: main Daya hoon Abhi...main yahin hoon...kuch nahin hoga...daro mat...
He brought out his brother's unconscious body outside and said in low voice to ACP sir...
Daya: Abhijeet mil gaya hain sir...
ACP sir turned towards him with a happy smile which disappeared the very next moment seeing Abhijeet's condition...he kept looking towards him with wide open eyes until Daya touched him with...
Daya: sir...yahan aur koi nahin hain...hume Abhi ko hospital le jana chahiye sir...
Daya touched Abhijeet's scarred face and then said in lost tone...
Daya: pata hain yaar...us raat na main bohot dar gaya tha...main tumhare rag rag se wakif hoon yaar...mujhe dar tha ki tum chale jaoge mujhe chodke...isliye jab tum Operation Theater mein the tab main pura waqt bhagwan ke murti ke saamne beetaya...main rota raha, girgirata raha sirf is khwahish ke saath ki...(pointing towards the sky)...aapne mujhe sab to cheen liya par ab mere ek lauta rishta, mera bhai ko to na cheene...kyun ki main janta tha ki yeh sab hone ke baad tum jeena nahin chahoge...aur yeh mujhe manzoor nahin tha...(pulling Abhijeet more close to himself)...aur dekho bhagwan ne mera sun liya...tumhe lauta diya mere pass...par...(pushing Abhijeet far)...tum mere baat nahin sunte ho...na hi mujhe pyar karte ho...warna yeh thodi na karte mere saath...tum...bohot...bure ho...BOSS...
His voice gradually faded away as he got lost in the ocean of dreams...Abhijeet kept looking at him with teary eyes and then leaned against the wall behind...a disobedient stream of painful tears was raising above his throat which he could not gulp down...his fingers were continuously playing in Daya's hairs, comforting him and somewhere comforting himself too...
The fresh sunlight, peeping inside from the joints of the curtain fell on his eyes...he flinched a bit and then opened his eyes after sensing that his pillow was not usual...it was more soft than usual...he sat up and discovered that he was lying on Abhijeet's lap...Abhijeet was still present there, fixing his gaze outside the window while a thin stream of tears was running down by his cheeks...
Daya was feeling a stabbing pain in his head and his eyes were heavy...he looked around the room, trying to recollect how he came to Abhijeet's room...he could remember nothing about last night...but he could understand that what happened last night was not right...
He looked up at Abhijeet and forwarded his hand to wipe away his tears but stopped...instead of that he called his name twice while brought back Abhijeet from his trance...he immediately wiped away his tears and asked him with concern...
Abhijeet: kya hua Daya?...sar mein dard haina?...chalo chalo tum fresh ho jaao...main coffee banata hoon...
Without waiting for his answer, Abhijeet rushed out from the room...Daya stood up and went towards Abhijeet's washroom to become fresh...he noticed drops of blood in the washbasin and felt sorry for his brother...
He came out after freshen up session and saw Abhijeet was sitting on bed with two o cups of coffee...Daya silently took a cup and sat beside him while taking a glance of his bandaged hand...Abhijeet took a small sip of his coffee and said in a hesitating tone...
Abhijeet: Daya...I am sorry yaar...
The total scene of Abhijeet's suicide Attempt appeared in front of Daya's eyes again and again the anger filled his mind...he said in a cold tone...
Daya: mujhe kyun sorry bol rahe ho?...I think maine kal hi clear kar diya hain ki tum azaad ho apne saath kuch bhi karne ke liye...kyun ki zindagi tumhare hain...aur tum decide karoge ki tumhe kya karna hain iske saath aur kya nahin...and I should be sorry...not you...kal mujhe tumhe thappad nahin marna chahiye tha...(placing his eyes on his)...I am sorry Abhijeet...really sorry...please maaf kar do...
Abhijeet(in stunned tone): Daya!...aisa kyun keh rahe ho yaar?...
Daya(in calm tone): nahin Abhijeet...mujhse galti ho gayi...maine tumpe apna haq samajh liya tha...par shayad mujhe utna haq nahin hain...so I am sorry Abhijeet...
A tear drop appeared in Abhijeet's eyes which slowly crossed his eyes and rolled down his cheeks...Daya immediately wiped out it and said...
Daya: arey Abhijeet...ro kyun rahe ho yaar?...kyun pareshan ho itna?...sab kuch theek hain yaar...everything is alright...
Abhijeet(in teary tone after putting down his coffee cup with sound): nahin hain kuch bhi theek...humara rishta theek nahin hain...samjhe tum?...(eagerly)...tu...tum naraz ho na mujhse?...theek hain...gussa kar lo...chilla lo...daant lo jee bharke...par...(breaking down)...yunh...yunh naraz to mat raho...(now crying without voice)...mar jaunga main...(Daya looked towards him in pain)...mera aur hain hi kaun?...yaar Daya please na?...(Forwarding his bandaged hand towards him)...dekho kal chot lagi thi to dressing bhi kar liya...(now crying badly)...Daya please yaar...daant lo...mar lo kuch bhi kar lo...par yunh munh mat pher lo...(sobbing)...baat karna bandh mat karo...tumse baat kiye bina...din shuru nahin hota yaar mera...
He covered his face in his palms and continued to cry with voice...Daya silently put down his coffee cup, pulled Abhijeet towards himself and wrapped him in his secure shell protectively...Abhijeet continued to cry and Daya silently rubbed his hand in his hairs...
When he felt that Abhijeet had stopped crying, he separated and pulled up his face to wipe away his tears...though his finger got rubbed in those scars but still he felt that it was him...Abhijeet...who had not left him alone...he said in soft tone...
Daya: mera do pal ka berookhi aur chupi bardash nahin kar paye tum...aaur tum hume kya denewale the Abhi?...tum bhi to hume woh hi chupi hi denewale the na?...humesha ke liye chupi?...main to tumse sirf kuch pal ke liye rootha tha...par tum to mujhse humesha ke liye roothnewale the na?...to soch bhi sakte ho kya tum ki mera kya haal hota agar tum kal kamiyab ho jate?...
Abhijeet(in guilty tone): Daya I am sorry yaar...main phir kabhi itna ghatiya kadam nahin uthaunga...par tum naraz to na...
Daya(with a sweet smile): nahin hota boss tumse naraz...mera bhi nahin hain koi tumhare bina...
Abhijeet(with a small smile): thanks yaar...par mujhe ek baat batao...tumne kal raat sharab pee ke kyun aaya tha?...
Daya(shocked): kya?...maine sharab piya tha?...
Abhijeet: haan...(pulled his cheek)...bohot kuch bataya bhi tha...
Daya: ky...kya bataya tha?...
Abhijeet: kuch khas nahin yaar...chodo woh sab...
Daya(with a sweet smile): haan...aaj ek naya din hain...naya subah...hume ek naya shuruwat karna hoga...par usse pehle main tumhe ek saza dunga...kal ki woh ghatiya harkat ke wajah se...
Abhijeet(in shock): saza?...kaisi saza?...
END OF THE CHAPTER...
To kaunsa saza dega Abhijeet ko Daya?...kya lagta hain ki Abhijeet wapas anewala hain ab?...ya Daya aur Abhijeet ke raste aayega koi nayi musibat?...kya Abhijeet ko wapas payega Daya?...kya hoga treatment ke agla step?...janne ke liye stay tuned...
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