10. Chapter 10
EID MUBARAK EVERYONE...HERE IS THE EID GIFT...
Daya gently patted his back and said in a soft tone...
Daya: Abhi...boss...main ab tumhe jo kuch bhi bataunga...shayad yeh janke tumhe dhakka lagega par tum himmat mat harna...theek hain boss?...
Abhijeet(in scare): kya?...kahin...kahin...tum mujhe chodke to nahin chale jaoge na?...Daya PLEASE...please aisa mat karna...mera...mera...mera aur koi nahin hain yaar...
Daya was now getting irritated due to hearing the same useless fear of Abhijeet about being him alone...he now said in harsh tone after separating...
Daya: tumhare sui humesha ek hi jagah pe kyun atakte hain?...kitni bar sunna chahte ho ki main nahin jaunga tumhe chodke?...
Abhijeet felt hurt due to sudden harshness of Daya, he lowered his head and said in low voice...
Abhijeet: sorry...ainda aisa nahin bolunga phir kabhi...
Some tears appeared in his brown eyes but he managed to hide them well...he was afraid of THIS...yes he was afraid of losing all the love and respect for him from his brother's heart...and that was happening...his brother was getting irritated by his problems...he thought in mind...
Abhijeet: bilkul waisa hi ho raha hain jaisa Surya kehta tha...sach mein...main khudke saath saath Daya ke life bhi barbaad kar raha hoon...Nahin...mera zindagi to barbaad ho hi chuka hain...ab main Daya ke zindagi barbaad hone nahin dunga...main woh hi karunga jo uske liye sahi hoga...
He took the decision and once looked up towards Daya...Daya too was looking towards him...actually he was feeling guilty due to that harsh tone used by him for his brother...Dr. Anurag had told him to be strict with Abhijeet, not harsh...
Tumhe kabhi kabhi strict hona padega Daya...uske bhale ke liye hi strict honge tum...woh ab ziddi ho gaya hain pata hi hain tumhe...beech beech mein woh bohot bekaar ki zid bhi karega...jaise ki khana nahin khana...medicines nahin lena waise...tab tumhe strict hona padega...
He remembered these and felt more guilty...he gently grabbed his brother's palm in his both hands and said in a soft tone...
Daya: I am sorry Abhi...mera woh matlab nahin tha yaar...yaar tum kyun barbar ek hi baat bol rahe the?...woh bhi bekaar ki baatein...tumhe pata haina ki main tumhe chodke kabhi bhi, kahin bhi nahin jaunga...phir?...kyun bekaar mein dar rahe ho tum?...
Abhijeet(in mind): jise dard hota hain sirf woh hi samajh sakta hain Daya...mere is dard ka ehsus tumhe kabhi nahin hoga...aur na hi main tumhe kabhi bhi hone dunga...(to Daya)...it's ok main samajh sakta hoon Daya...(again in mind)...ki main tum par kitna bada bojh hoon...
Daya frowned once hearing the term 'Daya' as Abhijeet rarely used to call him by name but used 'yaar' , 'bhai' etc. to call him...he felt that he had hurt him...so he gently wrapped him in a warm hug and said...
Daya: Abhi...mujhe maaf kar do...please maaf kar do mujhe...main janta hoon ki maine tumhe bohot dukh diya hain...please boss...I am sorry...please boss...tum mujh par gussa ho lo...chaho to daant lo...mar lo...par yaar please...kabhi bhi gusse mein ta kisi aur wajah se mujhe chodke mat jana...(Abhijeet was shocked to hear that)...mera aur koi nahin hain yaar...main bas yeh hi chahta hoon ki tum...isliye thoda strict ho gaya tha...bas yeh hi...aur kuch nahin...
Unknowingly Abhijeet's hand went towards Daya's head and he began to rub his fingers in his hairs...he was feeling ashamed for his those thoughts which he was considering true...some tears appeared in his eyes re-realising the truth that he was the only earthly relation which Daya had in his life and he could not tolerate the pain of losing him...
Both remained sitting in that position till long until Daya realised that now it was the correct time for doing that bitter task...he separated himself from Abhijeet and then said in a deep tone after taking a deep breath...
Daya: Abhi...boss main ab jo tumhe bataunga use dhyan se sunna...main janta hoon ki tumhe bohot dard hoga...par main yeh bhi janta hoon ki you are enough strong to tolerate that pain...
Abhijeet: baat kya hain Daya?...tum baat ko itna idhar udhar ghuma kyun rahe ho?...saaf saaf bol sakte ho...(in pain)...mujhe naye naye dard milne ki adat ho gaya hain Daya...tum bol sakte ho...
Daya closed his eyes in pain and bit his lips once...Abhijeet's warm touch on his hands was giving him strength to do the too much tough task which Dr. Anurag ordered him...He said after a while...
Daya: boss...tumhare saath jo bhi hua hain, is hadse ke khabar media walon ko pata chal gaya hain...
Abhijeet jerked hearing it...Daya shivered badly in fear feeling the jerk and looked at him with anxious face...Some beads of sweat appeared on Abhijeet's forehead and his hand which was tightly secured in Daya's grip began to shiver badly...he closed his eyes and Surya's teasing tone rang in his ears as...
Jab duniya ko tumhara sach pata chalega tab tum unke liye bas ek hot hossip banke reh jaoge...kya banke reh jaoge?...hot gossip...sab...sab tumhare character pe hi ungli uthayenge...tab tum kya karoge Abhijeet?...is liye main jo kehta hoon woh karo...khatam kar do khudko...jab tum hi nahin rahoge tab in gossips ka kya?...tum to dekhne nahin aaoge na?...phir?...kya farq padta hain?...
Daya was watching his brother during all these with a sharp gaze...he was waiting for Abhijeet to speak out, to cry out his heart and to share all of his pain with him but he could see his silence only...he now shook Abhijeet lightly with a soft...
Daya: Abhi...
Abhijeet opened his eyes and looked towards Daya...yes Surya was right...he did not have any right to live after all these...NEVER...but how?...how could he do so with Daya present in his house?...Daya would never allow him to take any wrong step...'wrong '?...was it really wrong at present?...NO...NEVER...he would have to do so...for himself and for Daya...yes for Daya too...he did not want to be a burden on him...he had an independent life and he must enjoy it...
Daya was looking towards him with anxiety...he was fearing something worst to come in their way but not clearly understanding what might it be...he did not want to give such shocking news to Abhijeet but he was compelled to do so as Dr. Anurag strictly said to him...
Yeh ek aisa news hai Daya jo Abhijeet ko bohot jald pata chal jayega chahe tum ise jitna bhi chupane ki koshish kyun na karo...mere khyal se tumhe hi Abhijeet ko yeh khabar sunana hoga...woh bhi jald se jald...Agar use kisi external source se yeh khabar pata chala to woh mann hi mann toot jayega yeh sochke ki Daya, uske bhai ne usse yeh khabar chupaya...you will lost trust in his eyes...aur is haal mein agar uska vishwas toota to pata haina kya kar sakta hain woh...
Daya gently grabbed his palm and said in soft and loving voice...
Daya: tum chinta mat karo boss...main tumhe kuch nahin hone dunga...kuch nahin...kuch bhi nahin...tumhe vishwas haina mujh par?...(in deep tone)...apne is 21 saal ki Dosti par?...
Abhijeet only gave a mere nod while thinking about something deeply...Daya shook him lightly with...
Daya: kya baat hain Abhi?...itna kya soch rahe ho?...zyada mat socho...sab theek hain yaar...
Abhijeet(in mind): woh to dikh hi raha hain kaisa theek hain...
Daya forcefully cupped his face and said in firm tone...
Daya: Abhi...kuch nahin hua hain...kuch bhi nahin hua hain...sab kuch theek hain...main hoon na?...main sab kuch theek kar dunga...media ko pata chal gaya to kya hua?...main tum par zara sa bhi aanch nahin aane dunga...kuch nahin hoga...koi kuch nahin karega tumhare saath...kuch bhi nahin...koi kuch bhi nahin kahega tumhe...kuch nahin...
Abhijeet only stared towards the open window of the room with lost eyes...he only gave a nod...Daya said in soft and loving tone...
Daya: accha tum yahin baitho, main tumhare liye khana leke aata hoon...yahin baithe raho yaar...(with strictness)...bilkul chup chap...hilna nahin yahan se...theek hain?
Abhijeet did not say anything but continued to stare outside the window...Daya sighed and moved out to bring food for Abhijeet...Abhijeet now turned his gaze towards his exit way and wiped away the painful tears which had come in his eyes...
NEXT MORNING
He woke up with the nightmare of that night and sat up on bed...he was panting badly with painful tears rolling down his cheeks...he went to the dining table, poured a glass of water and drank it in one go...his own room had no water as he had woken up in the night several times due to that horrible nightmare and he had to gulp down multiple glasses of water to cool down his burning heart's pain...
He remained standing there with supporting himself on a chair with closed eyes...his sighs were really high...since that night when he had to suffer the brutal attack on his body and mind, this nightmare and flashes of that incident was his companion, day and night, always...some drops of tears again fell down from his eyes as he again remembered that night...he whispered in pain...
Abhijeet: nahin...main aur nahin seh sakta...aur bardash nahin hota mujhse...kya?...(he burst out in tears)...kya bigada tha Maine unka?...kya bigada tha?...kyun mere saath kyun aisa kiya unlogo ne?...kyun aisa kiya?...mere puri zindagi barbaad karke kya mila unhe?...
He went to his room and stood in front of the mirror of the dressing table and gently touched his face i.e. the scars...his eyes reddened in anger as he again remembered those brutes...he said in chewing tone...
Abhijeet: main mita dunga...main unlogo ke diya hua har nishan mita dunga apne jism se...mita dunga main...
He pierced his nail into a piece of his loose burnt skin of his face and began to pull it out strongly...his face skin was like the body of fish i.e. placed like scales now...loose yet firmly rooted...he was feeling immense pain due to this but he never stopped...he pulled out a piece of skin and screamed lightly...
He touched the place and fresh blood came to his hand...he was feeling much pain in that place so he rushed towards the first aid box and took out some cotton rapidly...he soaked it in antiseptic and pressed it on the fresh wound...
Now his eyes filled with tears as he was feeling extreme pain...not physical but mental...the mental pain was unbearable for him...as it was increasing with passing of time...Abhijeet fell on his knees and covered his face with his hands...tears of pain and HELPLESSNESS was coming out from his eyes rapidly...
All of a sudden he jerked badly as the doorbell rang...He knew who it must be so he did not move from his place...it must be the milkman who supplied milk packets to their house every morning...he always at first rang the doorbell and then put the milk packets in front of the door and leave hurriedly...
Abhijeet waited for sometime as he did not want to the milkman to see him in this condition i.e. with burnt face...no outsider had seen him with his burnt face till now...then moved towards the door after taking a glance of Daya's room where Daya was sleeping but not peacefully...he was frowning while murmuring something...
Abhijeet stepped towards his room but immediately stopped remembering the decision he had taken yesterday to end himself...he whispered in pain...
Abhijeet: nahin mere yaar...tujhe mere bina jeene ki adad dalna padega...mere zindagi to barbaad ho hi chuka hain...main tere zindagi bhi barbaad hote huye nahin dekh sakta mere bhai...
He the went to the door and opened it to Collect the milk packets...but next moment got almost the shock of his life seeing outside...
END OF THE CHAPTER...
To aakhir kya dekha Abhijeet ne?...kya tha bahar?...Abhijeet ke dimag mein jo khichdi pak raha hain uska kya pata chalega Daya ko?...Daya kyun neend mein bhi hain pareshan?...can Daya save Abhijeet before it got too late?...janne ke liye stay tuned...
Krittz: Di...I know that Abhijeet sir's reaction in this story did not match with his strong character...but it is the main problem that he was strong once...agar woh pehle weak hote to shayad yeh story form na hota...hope you have not understood what I mean...patience di...sab clear ho jayega...thanks for the guidance...
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Missing Zeb and Dharadi since long...missed Aaniyadi in last chapter...
Friends I need your help...actually the MS word file containing BOJH details was deleted by my mother from my mobile...will you give me a short summary of the story please?...actually I have limited time to be spent for Fanfiction now...us mein agar main khudki story padungi tab story likhungi kab aur dusre writer ki story padungi kab?...hope you will understand and will help me....
Jinko bhi is story mein Abhijeet sir ki attitude ko lekar sawal hain woh please Krittikadi ko diya gaya mera reply padhiye...all will be clear as crystal...
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