I genuinely don't understand why authors but their mc through torture but when the torture finishes they acts like nothing happend when infact they just went through one of the most traumatic moment of their life, why do that it seems so redundant and just leaves a bad taste, Things like this changes a person completely but instead of that we get an Mc who is weirdly obsessed with Blake who indirectly caused the said torture, Yeah he shouldn't blame her but neither should he follow her like a puppy.After all that he should have a goal like taking revenge or something but no he wants to follow blake who doesn't even remembers what happens, like bro I want to feel bad for what happened to the mc but all I feel Is anger at the novel, Sorry for the rant I just got way too heated reading this and side note the writing quality is nice but like I said the plot and action of the makes me rage so hard.