On Set

I'm currently on set, we've been shooting for a week now and things between Irene and I aren't as awkward as it was but she still doesn't take the initiative to talk to me 'well I guess Rome wasn't built in one day or whatever they say' Jin Woo thought to himself as he shrugged it off and got ready for the next scene. "OK Jin Woo and Irene today we are going to be shooting the first romantic scene in this drama so you guys need to portray it in a first kiss type of way." when I heard that I paled because we were supposed to shoot this scene a week later, 'it seems like they moved things ahead of time...I'll just have to act as professional as possible and not make things weird between us' I thought as I got ready for the shoot.

"Ji-Seong we've known each other for years now and I have been meaning to say something to you but never had the courage as you've always been in a different world" I said as I spoke to Irene who played to role of Ji-Seong my crush, we had to reshoot this part a few times because she was awkward whenever I said those words... I mean I can't really blame her as she confessed to me just a few weeks ago and now hearing this from me is probably making her feel sad and awkward. 'Ahh I feel like a jerk... Why don't you just let me speak to you instead of always avoiding me when I try to have a serious talk with you, if we did, we wouldn't be so awkward now' I thought after I said my part.

"What are you talking about Jeong-han?" she asked who is my character and then proceeded to looked into my eyes. "I don't know how to say it.... Forget it let me show you" I said and leaned in and kissed her, when I did I felt her shiver a bit then she relaxed and kissed me back. While we kissed the director said "Anddddd cut... Beautiful work, you two finally managed to do it after so many takes." It's only when he spoke that we realize that we were still kissing and separated quickly. Irene's face and neck was completely red, before I could speak, she got up and ran away leaving me staring at her back questioning my feelings and wondering 'do I really have feelings for her or is it just my feelings because of how close we had grown recently' I asked myself.

I just got done with the long day of shooting and received a message from Sungjae and the rest of the crew to meet up for coffee so I headed to the cafe we usually visit. "Over here." I heard Wheein shout. "Ooo if it isn't mr steal your heart" Joy said playfully. "what's up with you and why are you here, I don't remember you being in our group or do you two need attention." I asked with a smirk. "Ahh oppa he's being mean to me again." Joy complained to Sungjae. "Hyung just came over because she wanted to hang out." he said. "Oh ok." I said but then felt someone sit next to me and latch onto my arm. "Solar....Do you not know how to greet." I said and rolled my eyes. "Whatever... Im already hugging you aren't I??" she said. "What nonsense, you always hold onto me when you're cold as if I'm your heater." I said and drank her coffee. "YA! Get your own, stop taking my food whenever I see you or I won't meet with you again." she said with a pout. "psshhhhtt, what's yours is mine and what's mine is also mine." I said and nudged her. When she heard that she snorted and took her coffee back and drank it all quickly.

"He always steals things, first he stole my friends heart then he stole her first kiss and now he's even stealing coffee" Joy said with an evil smile. "huuhh who did I steal from you" I said confused. " *sigh* you really are dense.... It's Irene you bum, unless you kissed someone else today." when she said that I got a shock 'f*** first she got feelings for me which I couldn't even speak to her about and now I took her first kiss, how tf do I end up with such luck' I thought and felt betrayed by luck.