Chapter 148 A solution (VI)

She brought her hands to my face caressing it but before she could utter a word, I crashed unto her embrace once again as I let my tears flow out more.

The thing that was going on was too much for me to handle and even though sometimes it felt resolvable I just couldn't help but feel so scared.

Those his last words were asking me so scared that I hated the fact that I heard them. I was feeling so damn scared inside of me that right then I couldn't even think straight and try to calm down knowing that I was doing the opposite of what I said I would do in front of my mom.

I couldn't even stop my tears from flowing knowing that my mom and nanny were watching me so closely and no one could blame me for that since Julian's words carried weight.