Finding Us (Yusuf)

Prologue 

Yusuf POV 

It hurt. 

My heart was bleeding.

I was wallowing.

I was a loser. 

I was a failure. 

I was a misfortune. 

I was miserable. 

I was dying.

She left me.

She was better off without a loser like me.

All I always did was only to make her cry.

I wasn't there when she needed support.

I wasn't there when she gave birth to our child.

I was a failure.

I'd lost my chance with her. 

I'd lost my son also. 

What was I waiting for?

The doctor said I only have a few months on the earth.

What was my purpose?

I lost her.

She was my drug. 

I was addicted.

She was my rock.

I was dependent.

She was the air. 

I breathed in. 

She was my heart.

But she didn't want me. 

She told me to let go 

But I don't think I could because. 

My heart was always beat for her. 

It pierced my heart. 

My heart was shattered. 

I was broken.

I wanted to die.

No one to love.

I was full of darkness. 

I wanted to disappear. 

I wanted to escape. 

I wanted to be forgotten. 

She was the only one I needed. 

She was the only one 

And 

I was crying... 

I was bleeding...

I was fading... 

I was dying... 

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