People Cannot Change Overnight

(From Blue's Perspective)

The news about my pregnancy was a huge surprise to Dem and me. It was not planned at all. I even took my pills all the time. 

That day, after checking Dem, he kind of forced me to also get checked. I felt no symptoms. Just nothing at all. But then, Doctor Dimitri told us I was pregnant. 

"Babe, you took the pills, didn't you?" Dem had asked. 

"I did. I took all of them. Even today…," I had said. 

"It is not like you will never get pregnant even if you take the pills. It can happen, although the chance is really low," Doctor Dimitri had explained. 

It was not about what kind of parents we would be anymore. It was about how the hell were we going to take care of another child when our firstborn was so little.