Chapter 64

You’re turning forty soon, Elsie told me. That’s big. I turned fifty last month. I still look pretty good!:-) But Davinder must be swimming in a secret fountain of youth he won’t share with us…He’s fifty-two years old and looks better than ever, that bastard!

I have to tell you something. Davinder said he was going to write you a letter. And it was just then, theway he said it, that I knew you two had never kept in touch. I hadn’t believed that until then. And my heart broke for you two. I might be stupid or too nice. But it really did.

Ten years?

Allan, please, if he writes you, you have to write him back. You have to.

Because…I know it’s not my place to say this, or maybe it is, because he loves you. Never stopped. You know he’s never really been with anyone else. I think he had a girlfriend once and maybe a boyfriend, but it never lasted and he never spoke about it.

No, it was always you.

What are you going to do about it?