Chapter 20

I made up my mind, which didn't mean that things were going to be easy.

I rode my bike over to Adele's place. I thought about what to tell her the whole ride. If the way hadn't been so well lit by street lights, with few cars on the road, I might have crashed because I was so fucking distracted. A small corner of my mind even thought it would be a relief, because it would be some escape out of the situa-tion.

But I'm not escaping anymore. I can't keep being a fucking coward. I'm going to face this head on, and I need to get Adele to listen to me.

I knew it wouldn't be easy. She'd been really mad at me, and I couldn't even blame her.