NSC, was still a lucky guy, what a swift death. Thanks to your Old General father and future son-in-law whose a close-friend with the current Emperor. If it was another Emperor maybe NSC would have been tortured and quartered.
I love reflections like these where there are what ifs and regrets. when it's too late, there's either no chance or it's death. hence, live the moment, and make everyday your last.