Your boy ain't no simp

Frey had given Rudra one wish. Any wish that he wanted .... Rudra only had to ask . He could have asked for the legendary item Flames of Truth. Or some other extremely precious Elven treasue. 

Rudra knew what he wanted to ask for , he badly wanted to ask for the princesses hand in marriage. And the AI had made it soo that if he asked for it he would be engaged to her with a quest to marry her. 

However at the moment where he was to actually ask for her hand in marriage , Rudra hesitated. His mind was clouded and his heart felt heavy , it was not the elation he was expecting to experience. He felt like asking for the hand of the princess was infinitely more difficult than he initially imagined , like it went against his core principles itself.