Chapter 43

I left Frasier behind.

Is that emotional? Yes, it is, but everything turns out better in hindsight. I could have stopped and told him in person, whispered in his ear that I'm leaving first, that Letharguy is considering and I'd left him to his negotiating. 

Maybe I could have even sent a message, or responded to one, but I haven't and I'm not sure I will for a while. The thought of any follow up questions, thoughts, demands for explanation isn't something one I can stomach. I'd bear it out no doubt, vomit the mess my mind is in to him and I really don't need forced sympathy or attempts at manipulation, at reigning me in and power plays.