Everything

Gavriel had told himself that when he finally gets to be fully intimate with Evie, he would need to take it slow as he knew she was untouched and thus, inexperienced in matters of the pleasures of the body. Even at this moment, he had been chanting in his head over and over to make sure to hold back, telling himself to exercise the utmost patience even if it was hard. But the moment he slid inside her, everything just got lost – all that he had been telling himself and preparing in his mind was gone, just like that – and before he knew it, he was pushing strongly inside her, causing Evie to flinch, and cry out in pain. He totally forgot about giving her time to adjust to his size, the discomfort that would sure to be there as it was her first time being stretched out so much and of course, the breaking of her maidenhead. In short, he just turned into a total brute.