[~82~] Independent Sigma Woman

For some reason lately I've been thinking about not just getting married and living life to achieve goals, wishlists, vacations, and do business as successfully as the great businessmen out there.

I'm so tired of wanting a boyfriend, I'm tired of feeling unworthy, I'm tired of the problems that exist in people's relationships. Maybe this is the right decision so I can focus on developing myself and achieving my dreams.

Until I also think of the best reason to reject a guy or an arranged marriage that might happen in the future.

It was December, 2030 suddenly a harmony family came to my family's house who were gathered to celebrate Christmas. He is a man who fits all of my criterias and he comes with his family. Talking warmly and I try to keep smiling. Yes, I know the direction of this conversation to set me up with the man of my teenage dreams. After his family returned, his mother and father told him to stay longer at my house and talk to my family.

then I said to my parents, my sister, and my brother-in-law. yes, their daughters and boys who are still toddlers are resting.

"Come in if you want to talk longer, Mr. Nathan Daveyren Mavericks Jaemin."

"I will convey to the point, Dave, dad, mom, sis, and bro. I'm so glad you talked warmly earlier. But I hope you don't think about the match between me and Dave anymore. A lifetime is too long for me to be with someone I have no feelings for."

Yes, as I expected, everyone was immediately a little dumbfounded in disbelief. But I immediately continued my sentence.

"Dave, you are good, and find your happiness out there. I can't. In fact, I'm willing to leave the guy I love for the sake of my career. So, I will also easily leave you because I don't like you. Don't try and don't wasting your time, even in years I haven't opened my heart. I already love my solitude. Mom and dad have always hoped that I wouldn't date, right? I'm enough with myself."

"Oh yes, I won't linger any longer, if you still want to be here, go ahead. I'm going and excuse me."

"Mmm Mr. Dave please move your car, I have a meeting in a minute and can't wait any longer"

When we were both outside I spoke to him again. "Sorry if you're a little surprised by my behavior, don't be stubborn okay? You have to get a better woman than me."

"I have loved you from a long time ago, chae"

"I know that, still I can't. Sorry and thank you, see you in your marriage with another girl"

On the way to the airport, again I thought that am I being too harsh? hopefully not because I've been at war with myself for a long time to convey that sentence in front of my family and the person I'm betrothed to.