[~74~] 54

I actually never thought it would turn out like this. Honestly, I did love you. I love you as people should date. although sometimes I really like to make you jealous. I actually didn't mean to do that. 4 years have passed. now you are with your new girlfriend. you took the right decision.

I re-open the old message about us. about how our love journey in those days, 2017-2018. sorry if we hurt each other. I didn't think it would turn out like this. Don't get me wrong, I never meant to make fun of you. I just don't know to say honestly how I'm afraid that someday you'll turn away as long as we're not that close. long distance relationship was never what i wanted for us. however, I even reasoned by saying I never loved you. I'm sorry for being so childish.

I wish you were with the others first. I honestly feel sorry for you. if you go first with the others, at least it shows you've moved on. however, reality did not meet my expectations. even though the girl didn't meet my expectations, but I still miss you so much. well regret comes too late.

I just hope you are happy with her. I did think that you would be the first to get me replacement. if you remember, our love journey used to be very funny and sometimes painful. how we are always close in class, holding hands even though sometimes it seems strange to remember. The hand that I used to hold is now embracing another woman. I miss you, to be honest.

sorry too often misunderstood. I love you. It's really funny how I ended our relationship with the word "bored". Honestly, during 2021 you came very often to my dreams. Your shadow will always be a memory for me. If we meet one day, I don't know what will happen. I wish the best for you.

I didn't think I'd regret it either. You used to be sorry for hurting me. now after 4 new years i am sorry for hurting you. nothing can be changed, our paths are already different. everything is just a memory. I hope the memories you remember about me are how we loved each other in a fairly short time.

no need to remember the past about me who loves you, or you who love me, about me waiting for you, or you waiting for me, and about our togetherness. I never lie that i did love you. you once gave a letter, virzha song if you remember. now you are no longer my man, but hers.

Hopefully what we have carved together will be the best decision for us. I will no longer interfere with your life or lie saying I am with someone else.