Crying My Heart Out

Madeline's POV

I got out of Gina's car, and I moved closer to the cliff where I can't almost see what is in the bottom because of the depth of the ravine. And I couldn't help myself, and I get down on my knees, and I started to cry, and I let out the loudest scream that I have ever had.

"Hunter Divenson! I hate you!" I shouted.

"I despise you! And I hate myself for loving you this much!!!!" I added, and out of the corner of my eye, I saw my best friend not so far away watching me. I know I am so tired of hurting, and deep inside me I don't want to drag Gina into this, I hate that all my life she had witnessed all my pain, and I felt guilty because I want to show my friend that I am strong, but the feelings that I have inside is too much for me to bear.