DO NOT DESERVE HAPPINESS

Jackcy's Point Of View, 

I was so hurt when I noticed that he did not even follow me to say sorry, I sobbed hard on my bed until Lissa came to me, I know she will, she is the only one who cares about me, Luther does not even care if I am crying or not, 

I was still trying to pretend that I am sleeping as Lissa came and sat beside me and she caressed my hair like a mother, I just love this feeling so much, I know it is hard to pretend something around her, 

"Hey I know you are not sleeping and still crying, so better stop pretending and get up right now", she commanded me as she was so sure that I am not sleeping, and she was right too, so I just opened my eyes and sat on my bed, just turned my head towards her as she was already staring at me,  and as she was about to say something, tears started rolling down to my cheeks,