I LOST THE CHANCE

Jackcy's Point Of View,

"Strip, he commanded, my eyes were staring at him in a pleading way, my body was shivering and my legs were giving up on my body, it was like I will fall any time soon, he was angry with me, not only angry, he started hating me since I cheated on him, he hates my face, my presence or maybe my existence,

I betray him with his enemy, the boy whom he hates more than anything, if he gets any chance he will never think once before killing him, and I also feel the same, but things were not in my hands, I don't know what to say now,

I still love him a lot, there was a time when he used to love me more than anything, we saw so many dreams together, and I was supposed to give him my purity at our wedding as his best gift, but the things turn in a wrong way, but what can I do,

how can I tell him that I didn't have any options instead of that, I don't know how to make him trust me that I am innocent, he stopped trusting me, he even stopped listening to me, I cursed my fate so much, I loved him bottom of my heart, and I broke his heart, and now he wants to broke me,

"Strip Jackcy, because if I did, you will definitely not like it or maybe it would end on something else", he yelled again at me, taking me out from my thoughts, in the darkest room, only his handsome face was shining as the little sunlight was coming from the corner of the room, as I put my hand on my shirt to unbutton it, my hands were shaking, but his intense gaze was on me,

I can feel his eyes, although I love him more than my life, still, it was feeling so humiliated, once of all I thought that he is just doing this because he is angry, I thought he will stop me, but how wrong I was,

"I don't have a full day for your tantrums, do it fast" he yelled again, without pity on me, I slowly unbuttoned my shirt and put it on the floor, I was standing there only in my sports inner,

"Strip", he said again, with trembling hands I unbuttoned my but this time,

I could not stand it, black dots started dancing in front of my eyes and I blackout on the cold floor, my eyes were getting closed but I felt instant pain on my head as I felt some liquid was dripping from my head to my face, and after that, I completely passed out,

" Luther, come down for breakfast", I heard some old woman's voice, it was coming from downstairs, as I slowly opened my eyes,

I felt it was not my room, nor my house, the bed was feeling as soft as a feather, I didn't want to open my eyes, because I will don't like the reality, but as usual, I don't have many options so I opened my eyes, and saw I was in his room,

I removed the quilt from my body and my face started sweating, I was in his t-shirt and his half pant, I was looking so small in his huge t-shirt I don't believe he could do anything like this, but why he did this to me, did he saw everything, oh no, what will I do now,

I tried to walk in case If I was feeling sore between my legs, but thank God, I could walk properly, I heard his footsteps, it was coming closer,

I instantly ran to the bed and cover myself from the quilt and pretend to sleep, I know I am not a good actor, but I just pretend good, my nostril filled with from the aroma as he came with the food trey,

oh God now he will wake me up, I was praying that he doesn't force me to wake up, but as God rejected my prayer and he pulled the quilt upon my body,

"Get up Jackcy, it is already 10 in the morning", he said and I got shocked as it was morning, I slept more than fourteen hours in his bed, and he let me, he didn't wake me up till the morning, how sweet, maybe he still has a soft corner for me, my inner spirit told me, but his actions speak something else, as I didn't open my eyes, he again told my name,

" Jackcy, I know you are up, so better open your eyes or you will see the consequences", he didn't yell this time but there was so much in his politeness, so I quickly opened my eyes, and it was staring at his half-naked body, as he was looking hell handsome, and his strawberry pink lips were looking like candy, I wish I could have them as my breakfast but I guess I lose that chance.