InGlorious
I dont know. I had no internal conflict, and at the first murder I did not get sick and did not have remorse. you have been given an order, so you need to follow it. Either you will be killed / maimed, or it will be done to you or other random innocent people. By profession, the hero is the same policeman or military man, and if you have such contradictions inside, then this job is not for you. you endanger yourself and others. Why choose what you don't like? for the sake of attention, or for entertainment?