CHAPTER 19

Zaire pulled me towards the room we're going to use.I said that I will pay him when we came back on Manila but he declined my offer.Ayos lang naman daw na hindi ako magbayad dahil sa kanya naman itong buong isla at special friend din naman daw niya ako.

Magkahiwalay sana kami ng kuwarto kaso may bagong dating na ibang customer so I said that it was fine if we are going to share one room.Mabait naman si Zaire at hindi naman siguro siya magte-take advantage sa akin.

I sat on the bed and roamed my eyes around the room.Wala rin naman akong maaayos na damit dahil wala akong dala at tanging si Zaire na lang daw ang bahala sa lahat ng kailangan ko.He said that he was planning to ask me when I'm free but when he heard the news about my father,he decided to take me here because he was very sure that I'm depress about what happen which is true.

"Nandon na sa cabinet yung damit na nakahanda para sa'yo."Zaire said while he was texting someone on his phone.I'm looking at him but I suddenly looked away when he gazed at me.

I stood up to get a clothes but he grabbed my wrist,causing me to stopped.I looked at him with confusing written on my face.His lip parted like he was going to say something but he closed it before he scratch his nape and let me go.

"Why?"I suddenly asked but he shooked his head before he leave the room without saying anything.His movement make me confused but I don't want to think about it because I have so many problem.

First,I didn't even say anything to my parents.I don't know if they will be worried or Zaire took care about it.Second,I didn't say anything to Ryder.I said that I was going somewhere because I don't want him to be worried when I said that my father was had a heart attack lalo na at may trabaho na siya ngayon.

I want to blame Ryder for my father sudden heart attack but I know that this was his not fault.Simula palang ay alam ko ng ganon talaga ang nakasanayan ni Ryder.Being with different girls.

I shrugged my shoulder trying to stopped my tears.I get some clothes before i clean myself.I went outside the hotel and tried to find Zaire.Hindi ko alam kung ilang minuto ako naghanap pero madilim na ng napagdesisyunan kong bumalik sa hotel room.

I waited for zaire until midnight pero wala padin siya.I'm getting worried na baka umuwi na siya at iniwan ako dito pero inalis ko iyon sa isip ko.My eyes was closing but I tried not to sleep.

Nabuhayan ako ng loob ng pumasok si Zaire sa loob ng suite.I'm looking at him but he never glanced at me.I don't know where he went but I don't want to ask lalo na ngayong nakabusangot at salubong na salubong ang kilay niya.

"Fuck this!"He suddenly cursed loud causing me to jump a little. He took off his clothes and went into the bathroom.I looked at the bathroom's door with a confused expression.

Did I miss something?Hindi ko alam kung bakit wala siya sa mood o bakit basta basta nalang siya nagalit dahil sa pagkakaalam ko,umalis lang siya sa suite ng walang paalam.

Lumabas siya sa bathroom ng nakabihis na habang tinutuyo ang basang buhok.Gusto kong magtanong kung saan siya nagpunta pero kinakabahan ako sa magiging reaksyon niya.I'm thinking that he will be mad or irritate so I just wait until he calm down.

"Why are you mad?"I asked when his dark expression turns into soft one.He looked at me but he suddenly looked away before he blushed.

"I-I j-just---Nevermind."He rolled his eyes bago natulala muli sa kawalan.I tried to read what's on his mind pero hindi talaga ako papasa bilang manghuhula o psychic.

"Ano nga kasi?"I tried to convinced him but he just answering me by shooking his head.It made me confused even more dahil walang sikreto ang hindi sinasabi sa akin ni Zaire.He always tell me how he felt or what's on his mind.Ngayon lang ata siya naging ilang at tahimik.I wondering why?

Nang wala akong makuhang sagot ay kumuha na lamang ako ng beer sa may kusina at iniabot sa kanya ang isa.He accepted it without looking at me.He was still thinking deeply at wala akong kaalam alam kung ano ang iniisip niya.

Did he had a rough sex with a woman?Did he had a mind blowing blowjob by a gay?Did he had a problem about me or about the resort?

Diretso niyang tinungga ang beer bago kumuha ulit ng isa.I just watching him while I'm pretending that i'm sipping on my beer.I don't want to make my child suffer inside my stomach.Gusto ko siya malasing para masabi niya lahat ng nasa isip niya ngayon.I wanted to know!Chismosa na kung chsimosa pero curious lang talaga ako kung ano ang nangyari sa isang Zaire Villaruen.

Minutes turns to hour passsed at saka lamang siya tinamaan ng epekto ng beer.I smiled devishly!I'm so smart talaga!

"I never ever horny like this!Fuck!"He cursed again and again before he get another beer and drink it. "The worst is,It is a man!For fuck sake!"

Dahan dahan kong napagtanto ang lahat ng sinasabi niya.So,he was horny because of a man?I didn't know that this will come so far.Kung sakali man na maging sila ng lalaking iyon ay hindi na ako magtataka kung mahirapan sila sa magiging relasyon nila.

Nakatulog siya dahil sa dami ng beer na nainom niya.It passed 3 in the morning pero dilat na dilat parin ang mga mata ko.I'm still thinking about what Zaire just said.I want to meet that guy who made Zaire horny.I chuckled at myself before I went to my room and sleep.

KINAUMAGAHAN ay naghanda ako para sa pagswimming namin sa dagat.Hindi ko alam kung may naalala pa si Zaire sa mga pinagsasabi niya kagabi pero sa tingin ko ay wala.He was still thinking deeply without knowing that I know his little secret.

Nauna na akong bumaba dahil tulala parin siya kahit sinabi kong mag-ayos na siya ng susuotin niya.Siguro magpapaganda pa iyon para sa lalaking iniirog niya.I chuckled at myself before I took off my halter dress showing my two piece yellow swimsuit.

Some of mens turn their head on me.I'm not paying attention on them because I know I will be concious on my move if ever.I suddenly stopped walking when I saw a familiar guy.I'm sure na siya iyon!It was Aeron!

I suddenly got excited after seeing him.Naging busy siya sa family business nila kaya minsanan nalang kung makapag-usap kami sa telepono.I waved at him when his gazed dropped on me.He smiled before he waved his hand too and opened his arms widely.I hugged him so tight bago siya pinakawalan.

"May I ask you a question?"He suddenly asked after our greetings.He looks so serious pero may kung anong emosyon na nakatago sa mga mata niya.

"What is it?"

"I saw a guy.A handsome guy.I don't know why I felt that my world stopped after I saw him looking at me while he was biting his lips.He looked so sexy doing that."He chuckled at nangingiting tumulala sa kawalan.I saw how he licked his lips while his eyes was full of lust.What the hell happening at the people around me?

Una si Zaire,He said that he was fucking horny and worst sa lalaki pa daw.Second,This fucking Aeron that fantasizing about a guy who caught his attention.This is so fucking unbelievable!

I heard someone was calling and when I looked who is it.It was Zaire holding his cellphone and texting someone.I'm sure kung silang dalawa ang mag-uusap ni Aeron ay baka magkaintindihan sila dahil pareho lang sila ng nararanasan.Gusto nilang dalawa ang kaparehas ng lahi nila.I can't say that they are gay but I think they are just bisexual.

Gusto kong matawa kung paano pinaglaruan ng tadhana ang buhay ng boss ko at ng bestfriend ko.I will understand them if they will love a man dahil wala namang problema iyon at tanggap naman na sa panahon ngayon ang ganon pero hindi parin ako makapaniwala.Akala ko sa palabas o movie ko lang ito makikita o mapapanood pati rin pala sa totoong buhay.

Aeron was busy texting someone on his phone while Zaire was texting with someone too.Para akong hangin lang dito at walang pumapansin sa akin.I looked at Zaire before I looked at Aeron.

Sana all.

I cleared my throat trying to get their attention and I succeed pero imbes na pagtuunan ako ng pansin ay parehas nanlaki ang mga mata nila matapos makita ang isa't isa.

They pointing their fingers at each other while their eyes was growing bigger.Parehas din gulat ang ekspresyon ng mukha nila.

Wait.Don't tell me?My answered was answered because they looked away at each other and they blushed.A smile appeared on my lips while looking at this two.

Aeron and Zaire was find each other.I'm so happy.