Raphael doesn’t fully understand his feelings and Rowena doesn’t either. This is more than kindness…. Hopefully he is hearing this and isn’t fully asleep. If she tries to push him away, it may be hard unless he knows why she is doing it.
I feel like he is hearing everything she is saying. He is a God after all, it's not like he really has to sleep. She is pouring her heart out, not knowing she is really catching feelings for him. Raphael is already head over heels for her as well, but don't know what to call his feelings. Love!