Chapter 21-Soft Clouds

I heard the truck pass by. I checked and could feel all my body parts intact

I'm alive?

...!!!

I'M FUCKIN ALIVE!!!!!

I'M ALIVE DAMMIT! I'M ALIVE

FUCK YOU DEATH! FUCK YOU! YOU CAN'T EVEN TOUCH A SINGLE HAIR ON ME

'GOD OF DEATH' MY ASS! YOU CAN COME AND BLOW MY BIG FUCKING DICK FOR ALL I CARE! I SURVIVED BITCH! I SURVIVED!!!

Although I was saying all of this in my head due to the excitement of escaping death, I couldn't utter a single word from my mouth because I was gasping for air

I felt the truck touch the sole of my slippers as it went straight ahead to the bridge above the waterway. A few inches closer and I my feet would have been fractured

I don't know if what I saw before was a hallucination or not and I don't care. I'm just happy that I got to see and talk to my mother again after all these years. It's like a dream come true

Mom continue to watch me from above and see how I change my life as you wished

Because of the near death experience my memories of what happened and my surrounding were all fuzzy. I could only think about getting out of that incident alive and blocked everything else out

Because I fell forward my whole body was facing the ground. My hands and legs were touching the ground like they should be but for some reason my upper body and head were floating above the ground. It was like I was floating on a soft fluffy cloud

At first I thought I was still floating like before and time had stopped again but I knew that wasn't the case this time when I felt something on my chest. It was a warm sensation and felt good in the cold night. I just wanted to hug whatever it was and never let go since it felt so good. I tried to move my hands but couldn't. My whole body was paralysed due to all the adrenaline and excitement. I just lied there with my back towards the sky and eyes towards the waterway on my left. I couldn't even move my head to see what I was lying on

For some reason I couldn't even hear anything that was happening around me. I was lying there in utter silence with only my thoughts and heartbeat going

'Badump-Badump'

It had a serene and relaxing feeling like in those therapeutic asmr videos. After all that happened I just wanted to lie on that warm thing and relax for a moment. I didn't even care if a car was coming towards me, that was how exhausted I was

I was lying there listening to my own heartbeat and breathing slowly when I was suddenly interrupted by another sound

"Badump-Badump-Badump-Badump "

I thought that my heartbeat level increased since I could hear twice the number of heartbeats now

But then every time the second heartbeat would come, there would a vibration on my chest that followed it. At first it felt like a small vibration but as seconds passed, the vibrations turned into pulses that went through my body

After feeling the pulses I knew that the sounds weren't coming from me, but the thing that was below me. My head was facing the left and whatever I was lying on was on my right. I wanted to know what it was but couldn't turn my head. I used all the strength left in me to slowly scrape my head across the ground and somehow managed to turn my head

The moment I turned my head, a bunch of golden hair came right on my face. I shaked the hair of my face. Once it was out of my eyes, it revealed a beautiful doll-like face looking at the sky and breathing heavily

I was confused and my thoughts were all in a blur from the adrenaline going through my head so I couldn't recognise the girl in front of me

But when I saw her sapphire like blue eyes twinkling in the moon light I recognised her immediately and was brought back to reality. My mind became crystal clear and I remembered everything that happened. It all came back to me in a flash

The girl I was lying on was none other than the blonde girl I saved. I fell on top of her when I escaped from the truck

The sounds and pulses I was hearing were her heartbeat and not mine. Because I was lying on top of her with my body pressed down, I could hear her heartbeat and could also feel her chest moving up and down as she breathed

Wait! So the clouds I wanted to hug tightly forever were her boobs….

MY GOD! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?

Even though it was only a thought, I wanted to squeeze her boobs. Just how many times am I going to sexually harass this girl? I really might be going to jail this time