Chapter 36
Yoongi´s POV
October 26
It's been almost two days since she's been unconscious. I haven't slept at all and I´ve been monitoring her progress.
Jennie: Nothing?
Yoongi: No not awake yet.
Tae: What do we do when she does wake up though?
Yoongi: I...want to do something...
Tae: What?
Yoongi: We go to the military in about two months.....
Jimin: And??
Yoongi: I´m gonna be gone by then.
Jimin: What?
Yoongi: There´s something I haven't told you...
Jungkook: You´ve been keeping something from us??
Yoongi: I have an illness.....I only have until January.
Jimin: And you never told us?
Tae: How could you?
Yoongi: I didn't want you guys to know and to fear that moment slowly as it approaches. But I also don't want Serenity to know. Even though she hates me, I love her. So I want you guys to do me a favor....and say I passed once I go to serve.
Jungkook: What!
Tae: That's not right!!
Yoongi: It's the best way...
Tae: You´re making a mistake.
Yoongi: Let´s report for duty early...the beginning of November...
Tae: Are you sure you want to do this?
Yoongi: Yea....
Tae: Oh dear.....fine.
Jimin: Tae!
Tae: It's the least we could do for Yoongi! If that's his dying wish, I will do it.
Serenity: Do what?
Jimin: sis....
Yoongi: Serenity....
Serenity: What are you guys doing?
Yoongi: We decided....to report for duty in November.
Serenity: That early?
Yoongi: We have to. They need us early.
Serenity: I guess I can't persuade you guys to stay longer then.
-October 31-
We got all of our stuff ready. We all met at the airport.
Jimin hugs Serenity.
Jimin: Love you sis. Good luck with the baby. I believe in you.
Serenity: Be careful Jimin. Love you too.
Tae: I´ll miss you girls. Stay safe.
Jennie: Bye Tae. I´ll miss you too. Love you.
Jungkook kisses Jennie and gives Serenity and Rose a hug.
Jungkook: I´ll be back before you know it.
Jennie: Love you baby. Good luck. Be careful out there.
I was about to walk into the terminal when I hear Serenity call my name.
Serenity: Were you going to leave without a goodbye?
I turn around and walk over to her.
Yoongi: Thought you wouldn't want to see me.
Serenity: Why wouldn't I? You´re still my husband. Stay safe out there.
Without being able to contain myself, I kiss her desperately. When I let go, she looks shocked.
Serenity: Well that was unexpected. It's not like we won't see each other again. Have a safe trip.
We all walk into the terminal as I regret not telling her I love you and I dread the realization that I will never be able to see her again.
-December 27-
It's been more than a month and today was the day I had to leave for the hospital because of my condition. The boys went with me and when I was assigned a hospital room, the guys come in.
Jimin: So this is it.....
Yoongi: Yea...
Tae: I'm gonna miss you bro. More than anything.
Yoongi: Me too.
Tae: We are returning to tell the girls the news today...
Yoongi: Tae..Jimin...take care of Serenity for me.....and Jungkook, take good care of my sister. I wrote them all a note. It's in my bag. Take it to them.....please.
They all start tearing up.
Jungkook: I can't believe you're actually leaving.....
Tae: Love you Yoongi.
Jimin: We´ll never forget you....
Yoongi: I'm not going anywhere. I´ll always be with you guys. Now hurry. You´re gonna miss the flight.
They nod and give me one final hug.
Jimin´s POV:
Once we land, we take a bus back to Y/n´s house. Once we arrive, we enter the password and go in. The girls are all sitting in the living room and when they see us the gasp and get up. They all run towards us and hug us.
Serenity: You´re back! Why so early?
Jennie: It's so good to see you! And in one shape too!
Serenity: Wait where´s Yoongi?
We all lower our heads.
Tae: There is something we didn't tell you.
Serenity: W-what?
Jimin: Yoongi had an illness.....he...didn't make it.....
Jennie starts tearing up and Rose hugs me.
Serenity: N-no....NO!
Serenity falls to the floor.
Serenity: He never told me! It's all my fault! His last moments should have been good moments but all I did was worry him and yell at him!
Jimin: He wrote a letter for all of you.....you guys should read them aloud.
We hand the letters to the girls and Jennie opens hers first.
Jennie: My beautiful sister, when you found out the truth, it might be too late but I wanted to tell you that I love you and that I will miss you. I´m sorry for all our bad moments but I´m so glad I got to spend my whole life with you. Thank you for being there for me. I´m sorry for not being able to say goodbye personally. Please take care of Tae and Serenity for me. Love you sis. -Yoongi
Rose: Dear Rose, I'm so lucky I got to meet you. You were Serenity and Jennie´s best friend and I owe a lot to you for taking care of them. You were always so good to me and I never got to make it up to you. I wish the best with Jimin, I know he will always take care of you. I know I don't deserve this but my only request is please take care of my sister and my wife. Thank you Rose. -Yoongi.
Serenity: My beautiful wife, the first time I met you, I thought god had sent me an angel and I knew at first sight I loved you. When I found out you were my soulmate, I didn't think my life would be able to get any better. But now you have my child which I´m sorry I can't be there with you to support and I want to let you know that I will always be with you. I know I have my flaws, lots of them, but I'm so grateful that I had someone who overlooked those. I´m sorry you had to find out this way but please know I love you. I love you more than anything. Live life beautifully from now on, take care of everyone and my future child too please, I will always be with you Serenity. -Yoongi.
The girls embrace us as the hug the letters to their chest and we all cried knowing we lost one of our most loved one.
Yoongi´s POV
-5 years later-
It's been five years and I am very much alive. The doctors aren't sure what happened but I am now back and healthy. But I never went back to the others. I couldn't bear doing it. I broke their heart and it's better the way it is. I can´t let anyone know who I am anymore. I work at a small cafe now and I was at the front desk trying to fix the cash register. I hear the little bell on the door ring.
Yoongi: Welcome in! What can I ge-
???: Yoongi?
I look up and see Serenity and a little boy about 4 years old.
Serenity: It's really you...