Trouble

Isabella's pov:

How could he do that to me? 

He has a girlfriend. 

He took advantage of me. 

He stole my first kiss. 

Hot tears started running down my cheeks as I ran outside. I was running aimlessly without thinking where I was going. Only thing I wanted was to get far away from him. All of my nightmares came to life with that one kiss. The feelings I have been hiding even from myself were now loud and clear, laughing at my face. 

I can't claim him mine. 

The heartache was getting worse every second and I found myself gasping for air. 

Why does it hurt so much? 

I didn't notice when I came out of the house and was walking by the road. Cold air blew the hair out of my face while sending shivers through my body and rose goosebumps on my bare back but I didn't care. Tears were running down continuously and I didn't bother to wipe them off. 

I wanted to cry a lot.