Keep your enemies close Part3

Xavier took one last breath and let out a deep sigh before running the blade over his throat and slashing himself.

Blood splattered everywhere and he fell down on the ground gurgling some more blood from his mouth.

His eyes closed and a couple of minutes passed, as he felt his consciousness fade away. 

However the next instant, he suddenly found himself in the thick of the fog again, having nowhere else to go.

"No! No! NO" Xavier shouted, shaking his head. He was so frustrated that he couldn't end his misery even after trying to kill himself.

It took him a while to settle down, but soon the feeling of loneliness started to once again overwhelm him. 

However, before things began to completely roll downhill, there was a fleeting moment of clarity and Xavier caught hold of it with everything he had.

"Fucking illusions." He shouted loudly, clearing whatever confusion that was still swirling within him.