The escape

Darrien. 

This is ridiculous. 

I don't understand why we have to be in this cave, I am not an animal. We don't have to do this his way. Why can't I just have him in the comfort of my house, on my very comfortable bed? This is not what I fucking want. 

''You're upset,'' Jabi points out suddenly. 

He is the only one that can tell what is going on with me. I am a vampire; I don't have to be at the mercy of the wolves. This will be easier done my way. 

''I am not upset,'' I deny. I don't want him to think I have regrets. I want to do this with him but I hate the fact that I have no fucking clue. What the hell am I supposed to do?

''Are you having regrets?'' he asks me, the worry obvious in his expression. There are no fucking regrets here, just a lot of discomfort that I don't think I can get over.