Chapter 1 :Force to die

<p>"What a nice sky" said Zeref while picking up the pile of clothes. He was doing some laundry at the back of his family house in the small village. His face was full of regret. " I should save up money if i knew something like this happen" said him while pulling up the empty basket back inside the house. He was 28 years old, jobless citizen who are freeloading in his family house. He just quit his last job as a cook because he need to take care of his sick father. He is the 1st son in his family and yet he wont bother any others his brother and sister to take of the responsibility of his father. <br/>Arghh!! He throw himself on the bed with the same regret expresssion on his face. He want to play game very bad. He really want it but he really bad at money management. Thus, he spend all his money on the game all of it while thinking he was going to be alright when he was working a long time ago. Guess what? now without any internet connection, no computer and any sort thing for him to play a game and doing house chore in a small village. It is kind of culture shock for someone who spend 7 year out of his village, living in the city, spend his time with game at the cyber cafe beside working in the kitchen. He was craving for game really bad. Once, he went to the nearest cyber cafe which is took 3 hours from his family house just to play for 5 hours of game by using his last drop of money. He can not hold the feeling of hitting the keyboard and gently clicking the mouse while cursing happily on the monitor.<br/>"Once my father recover i go back continue what i am doing before but hmmm lets get a pc first" said him. Well that was the 197 times he repeat those word just to calm his heart and to ease the craving feeling. He go to the fish small stall in front of his house to buy some of fish and others thing to make lunch by using his father money. He can take some of the money and waste 6 hour of traveling time to go and back from cyber cafe but he would not do that. That was his father money, what kind of son will do that. After done some errand and done doing some dish, he eat with his father and mother. His mother is a very kind and hardworking woman, but that was 10 years ago. Being beating and scold by my father everyday has changed his mother a lot. She was talking, nagging and scolding by himself. That was a pity, looking his mother like that. That how dangerous deppression was. Yeah.. he hate his father more than anything else. Despite of hate to my father, he still carry on my duty of son to take care of him. <br/>On the evening, he took his old phone reading some of light novel downloaded by using free internet provided by his village for education reason. Government is quite good at those thing and he feel thankfull for that. Read some isekai thing in old phone while daydreaming to be isekai in the world of magic and sword. It is not because he like magic of some sort of thing, it is just he hate his life right now, just how terrible his family is, his mom condition, hus hatred to his father and his responsibility to his brother and sister. <br/>While he was lying on the bed reading the last chapter of a novel, some sort of light appear, a really bright light. He was shocked.</p>