Sisilia's POV

My name is Sisilia Floria. I lived in happiness. My family never lacks money, and I grew up like a princess. Every girl looked at me with an envious gaze.

I never thought that someday I would fall in love with someone that will never give me his heart. As a lovely girl, I only spent my time to be a star and had a stable path in entertainment.

Some day, my parents decided my marriage agreement with a nobleman from Marlen family. That was the first time that my heart beat so fast. I fell in love with him at first sight.

He is so handsome, and his appearance is like a prince from a fairy tale. He wore a black suit that suited his cold and demeanor image. I agreed with this marriage, but his word hurt me the most.

"The purpose of this marriage is to have children, so don't hope much later."

He told me about this thing like it was not his business at all. My heart broke into pieces, he was my first love, but he dumped me the same day that my heart bloomed.

He walked away without looking back. I could only look at his cold back without chasing him.

I believed that love could grow each time we spent together, but I never knew how long we spent time together, I would never have his heart.

I always tried anything, but all I got a cold shoulder and a distant attitude from him.

If love made me suffer this much, I hoped that I never loved him at all. We fated to be together, but our fate vanished in our first meeting.

I never realized how naive I thought. Love couldn't grow with how many times we spent together. I couldn't force someone to love me.

I didn't know anymore. Should I be happy or sad? When I never got his heart. This life was a torture for me, but my love never vanished each time he hurt my heart.

If love is torture, why did we meet each other?. I glanced at the man in front of me, he looked the same, even though he was not young anymore.

He is my husband, but he never thought of me as his wife.

"What did you mean, Sisilia?."

"I told you very very clearly, that I want to divorce."

"Divorce?."

He looked at me with dubious eyes.

Arl always knew that Sisilia had feelings for him, but he turned a blind eye to them.

"Yea, let's divorce."

I looked through his eyes. My heart broke into pieces, but this marriage won't end in happiness at all.

I knew that it was my fault that Elena lived her lives in hell all this time. It was because of me that she lacked love in her life.

It was because of my timid attitude that I couldn't protect her. I always felt guilty all this time. She guarded the twins alone.

It was my unhappiness that made me turned a blind eye at her. I didn't have happiness, but why did she have to feel the same way I did. It was unfair to her.

"No."

I never imagined that he would reject my proposal.

"Why did you reject me? I didn't ask you to love me at all."

"It is not difficult at all, I don't need your loyalty, I need your love, and it is the thing you never give to me."

"Who gave you the idea to divorce me?."

He looked fierce and full of resentment.

"No one."

I said calmly.

"I don't agree with this."

"Why?."

I stared at his eyes, and I couldn't see anything from his gaze.

"I already said that I would never betray you."

I sneered at him.

"Yeah, it was a good agreement, I didn't need your promise at all."

"All I want is your love, and that is the thing that you can't give to me."

Arl stunned to hear that. He didn't know how to reply to that statement.

"If you can give me a little place in your heart, I won't divorce you, but it is the place that I will never have."

"It was naive for me to think that you could give me your love, I already waited all of my life and wasted my youth for you, but I always had your cold shoulder and distant attitude."

"Who do you think I am? I am your wife, I won't blame you for this, because it was me who stupid enough to chase someone as cold as you are."

"Please just let me go, I don't ask for more at all, I also don't ask for any of your properties too, please just let me free."

I couldn't hold my tears back at all. It was the first time Arl saw Sisilia's tears. She looked both beautiful and pitiful. It was the first time Arl felt pain in his heart.

I walked away without looking back. Goodbye, my first love, I hoped we didn't meet again.