The real Me?

When in public I tend to be the background noise that gets drowned out as if I'm invisible and light as the wind. I wonder about the truth in this world, people get judgment either way and get criticized, why should I trust the negativity, it's just turning us against each other that we could once call a whole family.

I hear the leaves chatting as if they were human, talking about the wildest things, I've wondered what they would have to say. I have seen the dark and light from both sides, but why is it so hard to choose which is better or worse, which one should just go. I want to feel free like the leaves in the wind, not having to think about the troubles of being human, just floating around seeing the beauty in nature. I fear the path that I'll try to take will lead me the wrong way and everything I worked hard for would be for nothing, I would go back to being quiet, alone, and useless again.

I feel as if I'm a dandelion getting blown away by the wind as if time was speeding up giving me less and less time to experience the things in life. I will always respect the people who respect themselves.