CHAPTER 14: SPENDING ALONE WITH HIM

SHAYLA

I was not naked when I woke up. I guess Finn put on when I fall asleep last night. I was blushing thinking about. I could not believe we did it again for the second time.

He was the second person I did it anyway. But still I am not used to it especially not my boyfriend. Just like in the movie Friends with Benefits.

My brother Shane would kill me. Not just me but Finn too if he will be found out. I do not have regrets anyway. I rather have sex only him than doing it to any guys.

I am happy I gave it to my first boyfriend. Now it is much better having sex to the second person. FINN

I found a note on my night stand beside my phone. My phone was blinking too indicating some notifications.

I grabbed both as I read the note, smiling. Unlocking my phone, found Finn's message. We were busy exchanging text for a while when I heard Shane knocking at my door.

Shane stood at the door frame looking at me. "Hey, what's up?" I asked.

"Just checking on you, my little sister." He kissed my head.

"Eww! I do not know where those lips last night." I said laughing.

"Silly!" He rolled his eyes. "You go downstair and eat breakfast. Mom already cooked for us."

"Okay, I will go down later." I grinned.

"You are not going out?" He asked.

"I do not know yet. Maybe Yes or maybe No. It depends." I replied. "What about you?"

"Maybe I will sleep the whole morning and I will see when I wake up later." He yawned. "I think I better shower then sleep. See you when I see you." He turned his back at me.

My parents were already in their room. Mostly after breakfast they went straight ahead to their room. I closed my door, walked towards my bed.

I found Finn message thru my phone. He asked me to go to his house. I never been to his house with only him. I was there if her mother or sister invited me in. But not only him.

I still replied that I have nothing to do. I will be there to his place later after eating breakfast and shower.

I went downstairs for breakfast. He said we were just bonding. I guess I should take this opportunity with him while we were in good terms.

Their graduations are fast approaching. I do not know what happen to us in the future. He already had been away two years ago. How much more that he will be go to college?

I should not let the negative thoughts ruin again in my brain. It is already enough I cried when I thought he regretted the first we had sex.

We do not have any commitments just plain sex. A good company to each other I should loosen up a little. Besides, if not Finn I would not be doing like this.

I was at ease with him because we knew each other since we were kids. I just pray Shane will not see me with Finn.

Walking to the empty streets towards Finn's house. I am nervous actually even I say to loosen up a little. I feel like a thief ha ha. Well, this is what I want so I have to be firm.

I reached the house in 10 minutes' walk. Pressing the doorbell, still looking around. It never took five minutes, the door opened.

"Hi!" I greeted, blushing still.

"Why are you blushing? Come in" Zander chuckled, opening the door.

"Shut up! I'm a little nervous." I frankly replied, laughing. I go inside, Finn closing the door.

"Feel at home. You know you are not stranger here." He said smiling widely. I nodded.

"What were you doing before I came?" I asked, sitting in the couch.

"I was upstairs in my room, watching movies." Finn said.

"Ah!" That was what I said. Two letters. I feel awkward all of the sudden. I do not what to say anymore. I feel nervous, spending alone with him. Gosh, what am I nervous about? Did we just have sex last night? Are you stupid Shayla? He just said in his message that it was just bonding.

Finn seems to notice it as he grabbed my hand. "Come on, let's go to my room."

I could feel my face heated. "Ah, okay." He was holding my hand as we go upstairs to his room.

I never been to his room. Whenever I visited here his sister and I go to her room. Aside from that time, Finn was not here. His sister and I were kind of close even she is three years older than me.

I looked around inside his room. It was neat and clean just like my brother's. My mom does not like our rooms messy. That's why she reminded us to clean it thoroughly.

"You can sit on my bed." He said, pointing the bed. "I will get us some snacks and juice. I will be right back." He added. "And you can choose any movie to watch. I am okay with it."

Soon, he disappeared. Scanning Netflix, I haven't decided yet. There are too many to choose. Finn came in with some snacks and juice in a tray.

"Did you choose already?" He asked. Shaking my head.

"I do not know what to watch. Too many of them." I grinned.

"Okay, what do you prefer? Rom-Com? Actions? Horror? Cartoons?" Looking at me as he asked.

"I think that Die Hard 4." I said as he was scanning.

"Okay, settled." He laid his back to the headboard. I was just sitting at the edge near the screen. "What are you doing there? Come here near to me. I want snuggle."

My face turned red again as I went closer to him. He pressed played as soon as I was in his arms.

"Sweet Pea." He whispered as I lifted my head to glanced at him. "Last night and the last time..."

"Hmm... W-what about it?" I shuttered. Why am I nervous when he mentioned that thing we had again?

"I was actually wanted to ask you connected to that." He said, playing my hair. "The first time and last night I was not using any protections. You might you know." The nervous I felt a while ago turned into laughter.

"What so funny, silly?" He pouted.

"You, you are so funny." Grinning at him. "I'm in birth control so we're safe." I said laughing at him.

He tickled me. "Stop it, Finn." He just laughed. He stopped then looked at my lips as I was licking it.