16, and again...

I am a time leaper...When I die, I go back in time...but I cannot leap in the future. I can only go back from the age of 16 onwards until the age of my death but beyond that, I cannot. If you ask me how I do that? I myself cannot figure it out. Death is my reset...the cause of death doesn't matter, whether its self inflicted or accident as long as I'm dead I'll be 16 again... I'm starting to be weary now. I died many times and during my death I'm always looking for something I cannot remember... When will this end? What am I looking for? He is always a part of her world. Unanimous and hidden.. One time they almost meet up but she died yet again... "Wait for me, I will come meet you when you are sixteen.... I miss you so much!" A certain someone said....