Second Test

Xin doesn't know how many days, months, years, decades, centuries, he's been inside of those murderous dreams.

Almost every time he feels the change, his body almost gives up, but still, he persists and persists until in the end, and finally, he finds the finish line, the end of the test.

When he open his eyes the first thing he see is the Red and Grey man bowing politely on him as if they waiting for him to awake,

"Owner, you finally awake, thank goodness, you did not swallow those murderous aura on your test," Red said.

"I'm fine, just like what you said. I almost gave up in the middle but still I persist and finish the test that you gave me," Xin said.

"Your right, congratulation owner, in the Chaotic Dragon Heavenly Eyes, the represent of destruction, death, massacre, and ultimate hatred, gladly give you myself as the rightful owner of me," Red said.

Then he transformed into an orb with blazing flames inside then floated in front of Xin, Xin opened his palm and got the orb and looked carefully.

He did not see anything weird on it and any strange markings, but if you look closely, the orb looks like a blazing vermilion eye of a dragon.

"You can check him later, Master, I'm next," Grey said.

Xin put down the orb beside him and looked at him then nodded.

"What should i do next? He asked.

"You just need to sit calmly there Master, my test is the test of emotion, you need to persist to solitary loneliness, sadness, grief, and mourn, I know that this test will going to be hard for you Master, after all, you are the representation of happiness, joy, and family,"

"But still you need to take this test for ensuring that even something happen in the future, you can recover fast and prevent you from being corroded by this kind of emotion,"

"That's right, I also get corroded by this kind of emotion, and the thing I did is the thing I regret my whole life," Grandpa Staff said.

"He doing this so that you will nerve experience that painful thing in the future, they come here to help you to counter the negative emotion and prevent you from becoming a fallen,"

Grey nodded," After all, I was created because of your excessive sadness, grief, and mourning when someone passed away in front of you.

"I materialize because we don't want you to be fallen in the level that you become the representative of those negative emotion,"

Xin nodded, he starts to vague understand when and how Red and Grey materialize in this world

"Okay, let's start, I'm ready, "Xin said.

Grey walks closer to Xin, and gathers a small bit of gloomy aura around his finger then he pushes it inside of Xin's heart.

Xin's expression suddenly turns pale, his eyes shrink as if he is seeing something he doesn't want to see, his eyes start to tear up constantly while his aura is super chaotic.

"When you're grieving, you experience many different thoughts and feelings. As strange as your emotions may seem, they are a true expression of where you are right now."

"Rather than deny or feel victimized by your feelings, we want to help you learn to recognize and learn from them."

"Naming your feelings and acknowledging them are the first steps to dealing with them. It's actually the process of becoming friendly with your feelings that will help you heal. Also, keep in mind that feelings are not good or bad. They just are. If you're feeling a feeling as you're grieving, that simply means you need to explore it and find healthy ways to express it." Grey's voice rang inside of Xin's head but Xin who looked far away did not hear it.

...

Meanwhile, outside of the dream world, Xin who's lying in the ground suddenly shaken, his body becomes tense and restless while his aura is super chaotic.

Yoruichi can't help but to tense, looking at the painful expression of Xin, she knows that the next test starts.

And it seems that the test is hard even for Xin, then slowly tears start to come out from his eyes while his face becomes pale.

"Kisuke! Hurry come see what happens to Xin!!," Yoruichi shout.

Urahara ran and check XIn condition and helpless said," It seems that this kid is experiencing some kind of emotional test,"

"From his looks, it means that he is experiencing extreme sadness, grief, and mourning, even his own aura is affected by his own emotion."

"D-Do you think we can help him?" Yoruichi asked.

Urahara shook his head," This kind of test is the hardest test that you can experience in your whole life, of course, you can help him if….. If he is awake but unfortunately… the kid is sleeping."

"So he is the only one who can help himself, we can do anything about it," Urahara said.

Even his self experience this kind of test, this is the test of life that every single benign need to experience once or maybe a couple of times.

He is fortunate that there's some friend who helped him to recover from those negative emotions, but Xin is different.

He is alone inside of his dream fending alone to those negative emotions that are super dangerous even for those who are already strong.

Yoruichi can't help but feel grief seeing Xin's unstable emotion, she dont know why she felt this just seeing his handsome face twisted by those negative emotions.

Hours, days, months passed inside of the Study Chamber, but the time outside did not move, Yoruichi who used her tight as a pillow for Xin noticed Xin suddenly stopped tearing.

"Did he succeed?" Yoruichi thought.

But she is horrified when he sees Xin suddenly tear up with blood, that's right a blood and the most scary of them all is Xin's face suddenly becoming expressionless from grief and sadness.

Yoruichi hugs him and shouts," NO!! Xin wake up, take a hold of yourself, don't give up, don't let those negative emotions eat you!!,"

Yoruichi, a strong woman, a goddess in the eyes of those who know her, but in front of Xin, she looks like a maiden who is looking at her love once starting to die.

Drop by drop, her tears start to come out from her eyes, for the first time, Yoruichi the former captain of the 2nd Division of the Gotei 13, as well as the former commander of the Onmitsukido cry for someone.

Then the gloomy aura starts to come out from Xin making the whole Study Chamber start to fill with aura from Xin's body.

The whole sunny plain becomes a death cemetery of those who die from grief, sadness and mourn.