[BL] Regrets

"Julio, You need to locate us"

The dream, that I dream every single night, he tells me the same words over and over again, but who is that person in my dream? I unlocked my tear-filled eyes slowly, but I managed to clear them. My tiny room was filled with the smell of Eggs and Bacon, and you could listen to the birds sing outside my window. I've always been locked into my room, I only move when I have to attend school. For me it was very tough to talk, I barely chat with my own mother, but it's not her fault of course. "Julio! Breakfast is ready!"

I slowly got out the bed and walked over to my wardrobe. I stared at my reflection and stared at myself. My brown short hair and my white skin. My huge lips and my green eyes, I hated everything. I put on my mask on my face and changed into my uniform. I attend A University in a little town, but for me, it's already too many people. I'm used to be alone and I'm fine with it. After I finished changing I walked down the massive stairs. Our house was huge. My father was a rich man and my mother was also a successful artist. After walking down the stairs I saw my mother preparing my lunchbox in the modern kitchen. The kitchen was massive and mom turned her face to mine. Her gorgeous brown long hair covered her face. She blew them away and ended up smiling at me with her lovely blue eyes. "Here is your Lunch, Julio. Breakfast is on the table, eat it before it gets cold" she smiled. After she left the house looked out. "So pleasant weather today..." I thought. I packed the Lunchbox into my back and put it on in on my shoulders. I grabbed my shoes and opened the massive door. I took a deep breath and started stepping forward to the streets. The Cherry trees flowered everywhere and it was quite hot outside. The lake was beautiful and shined by the reflections of the sun and people laughed and had fun. The birds were singing beautifully and many cars drove ahead of me. I stepped forward to the train station and put on my headphones. The train was crowded with students and other people. It was already hot and I longed to get out of the train. After I got out I saw the huge building, the university. My mood changed fast after understanding that I had got to attend the Building. The bell rang and all the students gathered outside the building started to high into the university. After I reached my locker I heard many students talk to each other, I also understood that I caught many eyes on me, but I couldn't hear them. I avoided all of them. The classroom was large and everybody was talking to someone - except me. I always sat at the edge of the classroom and of course, a lot of people questioned why. Then the lesson started, but they were all just boring... After the bell rang for the lunch break I rushed out of the classroom. Every lunch breaks I have a special place to eat for myself, the art classroom. I'm also interested in art as my mother, and I always wanted to be so good like her at painting, but I never succeeded. Suddenly someone opened the door and a boy stared at me. He had black hair and very white skin, he almost looked like a vampire to me. "Oh, my apologies," he said in a very soft tone. I pointed at a chair next to me and he looked very confused. I nodded at him and pointed at him. He slowly stepped forward and put his lunchbox at the table. "My name is Aroux" he smiled at me. I opened my bag and took my notebook as I wrote "Julio" on the page. I gave him the notebook as he smiled at it "What a nice name..." He gave me my notebook back again and looked into my eyes deeply. I had a questioned face as he looked on my mask. "Are you unable to speak, Julio?"